☠ No measure of time w you is ever enough , let's start w forever ♡ ★

2012-01-30T21:53:00.001+08:00

Helluuuuuuuuuuuuu it's only been 15 days since I last updated my blog . Improvement eh ?? Anw , just checking-in for a quick update ! Squeezing in this short lil' post while I'm still busy chionging my assignments :(
HAPPY DRAGON CHINESE NEW YEAR !!!!!!!!!!!! Water dragon I heard , hence th rain on th eve of CNY ? Lol . Nothing much to be happy about , CNY is always so meh for me . But I'll be posting food pictures ! From th dinner on th 2nd day of CNY with my maternal side . Th one & only time that we lou-hei this entire CNY . Ah oh well ....... Normally I'd get to do it at least twice but :(
Huat ahhhhhh - standard caption ppl always use ~
My fav dish of th entire meal @ this Yishun zhi cha , th lobster salad . Super tender & succulent !!
It rly is a short post uh :x hahah . Anw , February is alrd approaching in just 1 day ! Both my assignments are due on 17th Feb & 16th Feb is da Foob's 21st = I must finish em by 15th rarrrrr >:( stresssssssssss . Idk what on earth is a Literature Review !??! And I've clearly forgotten how to do a decent report . My English , my present/past tense - which to use for a report I DON'T RMB . How !?!???! Killing myself . Drama right . But it's true . Th lit review is a whopping 30% & it's way harder than th assignment I'm tryna complete now , latest by this Thurs .

Plus th fact that I puked ytd @ 3am-ish . Freaky ....... I thought I would fall really sick & that's it . Puking sucks . It's worse than diarrhoea . I have no freaking idea how girls can be bulimic . SERIOUSLY . Th after feeling is mad gross & th taste in your mouth just makes you even more nauseous . My stomach was literally wrenching as it tried to clear everything ..... From my mouth -_- owell . At least I'm not sick terribly or I'll be SUPER panicky over my essays . Back to my ODHRM :( I hope I can complete asap , & accurately to topic ! I feel like I'm going nowhere/typing crap . Lastly I hope my sorethroat recovers soon too . So sickly -_-

Ps: Your voice is dope . Talking to you makes me happy . Even if it's 5min . I'll take 5min anytime . I just wish ............ :'( miss celebrating CNY @ your place . Th reunion dinn . So heartwarming . I miss you , always .

2012-01-15T22:52:00.001+08:00

Hi !!!!!!!! It's been a REALLY long time since I've blogged . Proper . Cannot believe it's alrd half th 1st month of 2012 . Time flies ? :/ Taking some time off to post to show I'm still alive (how cheesy) & yes I have been neglecting my blog very badly . Only when I'm super duper emo then I actually bother to log into Blogger on my iPod touch just to rant . I can't possibly update everything since th last time I actually blogged but for now , I'll post something recent ! Just yesterday .

Attended CLEO's Big Day Out @ Shiseido Beauty Studio ! I love CLEO . I always buy their magazines , read their articles & participate in contests too (hehe :x) & upon getting th January issue th moment I saw it in December , I immediately texted Siti to ask if she was available to go with me ! It's supposed to be a fun thing for th new year with your bff & what not . So yeah . Best part ? NO GUYS ! Likea hens night ? Th only thing I really was looking forward to was th hair makeover !!!!The card given to all of us , the numerology was interesting & rather true ! Most of it is . I'd rather believe numerology over astrology anytime . Siti's makeover !! Nice right !! Mine don't need to see . Normal -_- not that I apply so much makeup daily , I'd rather go bareface with gr8 complexion any day . Just that th overall look is similar to what I've done before ........ So yeah .
So th last station I went was for th hair !!!!!!! Curling in process !!I LOVE IT . Idk bout you ?? But I'm never one to do any "heat treatment" to my hair like perming or whatsoever . It's so lovely !! Wondering if I should consider perming my hair . No , not like maggi mee but those huge curls just like th above ! Her hair is mad gorgeous too ! & th red . Vavavoom !What else would girls do after having a hair & face makeover ??? Camwhore ! So we headed to a quiet spot in Orchard Central to take some pictures as memories ! Th numerologist said th exact thing as us - totally should go party/prom/outing after this since hair & face all done for you ! Owell me not party girl . Guai kid yo .My gorgeous & mature looking hun !Since it was also my bro's birthday ........... We went over to visit Mama !! Super long nv see her alrd & she still looks as radiant & healthy ! Happy for her . Visiting her is like reminiscing like mad . My 1st workplace .. With you .I look crappy here , all worn out since morning & my curls ain't as nice alrd . They disappear so quickly ! Is my hair anti-styling prone ??& my red polkadot ribbon hairband broke after placing it in my bag . Le sigh ~ my mum looked abit sad , cuz it isn't some cheapo hairband from Aries & what not :cLastly ......... This is complimentary from ZA ! Thanks CLEO ! You are indeed my favourite magazine of all time (Y)

This really seems likea more decent blog post after suuuuuuuper long . But that doesn't mean I have th time to continue updating this way !!! I wish I could but owell . I just started studying my bachelors & I rly needa work hard cuz it's my parents' hard earned money . I must do well . I don't have a choice since I made this decision of continuing my studies . I should sleep soon , gotta work 14h @ Ku De Ta tmrw ! Long time since I've worked there . Always likea event kinda thing so yeah ! Have a gr8 2012 people (whatever readers I have even , I assume none all th time srsly , doesn't matter since I use this space to pen down some thoughts ha) kinda feel this post is abit gay too , like maybe th feel of regular blogging ain't there so it suddenly feels weird ! Idk *shrugs shoulders*

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"Don't give up on those you love. Give them time, give them space, give them love, but don't give them up"

Tryna act happy , tryna give you as much support as you'd allow me to . I'm not gon' let go on something I love so much or am so ascertain on . I love you more than I've ever loved anyone Everytime I read something about love , or what not , only 1 thing comes to my mind - you . I can recall practically everything that we've been through . Every up & down , all etched in my mind . I want them all . I wish you well nonetheless , I know you'll be successful & proud in time to come . I know it . No matter what , I'll always be right here , waiting for you . x

2011-12-07T01:36:00.002+08:00

You don't know how much I still love you , still miss you & still want you so badly . Random update after letting my poor blog die for a good 7 months ? Considering th last post was in May . Life hasn't been good to me . Without you , my life feels like , as good as meaningless . Srsly . Even till now ........ Th longing for you isn't any lesser . I juz learn to hide it better .

Well , I should be asleep (& having dreams in every slumber of mine , which 99% you are in) & waking up tmrw to study again . 2 more days left before my law exam on Friday . Nervous wreck cuz somehow I feel I don't remember anything . I wna rant . I feel so fugly - fat & fugly yes indeed . Will pimples juz stop flooding my alrd v jialat complexion for once T-T boohoo .

Need to sleep my troubles/thoughts/wishes away . You're always on my mind , in my prayers & everything else . I cannot love any other person like th way I love you . Period .

You're rly th only one I want , for forever & always - honest truth :'(

2011-05-26T01:13:00.002+08:00

So finallyyyyyyy I can upload pictures after switching to th new template ! Had my graduation ceremony today & I've officially graduated from LRM ! 3 years , woah . So here's th post bout my outing w Beef/Mum ! To catch her highly waited show Beastly . Th movie we waited since ... Before th last semester even begun . LOL .___.ll
Freebies after introducing her th BB cream from Etude House ! :0
Fugly jumpshots incoming ............... D:
L.O.L :x
Tapao-ed Gongcha's alishan tea but .... Omg me & my stm - opted for 30% sugar & it ended up tasting like water -____-"Hell yeah -.-"
Just me pigging out after th movie ! Rostiiiiiii ~ Okay but Marche's portion is WAY too much for me , I was overly bloated & uncomfortable after finishing that above ~.~ Medzs @ OC has better portioning plus same price w parma ham ! :D just watched Megamind & Life as we know it , time for bed ! 9h to KO so I'll update again on th buffet lunch @ Carousel ! Baizzzz

2011-05-18T00:03:00.001+08:00

How's th new layout guyssssssss ? I still can't figure out a way to put Nuffnang's codes into my blog , I wna display their ads y' know :'( if anyone knows kindly leave a comment , much appreciated !!

Anyw , th whole point of me changing layout ..... Was to get either a link called "Older posts" at th bottom or to fix th bug that Blogger has been having for my blog & some of my friend's blogs in particular (before they switched to other webhosts) , Blogger seems to only display 1 post at a time no matter what setting I tweak it to . So yeah kinda annoying , tried changing template but it failed so I ended up with this , seeing that I could customise th fonts was like !!!!! Anyw I like it simple ...

& with cute fonts , what's there not to like ? So I'm sticking with Blogger becuz finally my post before Mother's day post can be viewed ! & I've been blogging since Secondary 1 .... If only I didn't repeatedly blog & delete or else my memories in this blog can rly trace back my sheepish life !

Life right now , is STILL at a standing for me . Everyday I go thru th same ol' routine & honestly I'm not proud of it . I wish I could tell everyone "Hey , I'm gg to start uni in August !!" Despite th fact that my birthday month is August .... I really would rather have that come out of my mouth whenever somebody questions me .

Love wise ....... I just sincerely hope things will pick up . Me being super sensitive & emotional me , needs attention , affection , care , concern & understanding . Being blatantly honest bout myself here . I know my weaknesses , I know yours . Love ain't about exploiting one another's weaknesses ....... I just really wish you could see what I'm thinking . Th fact that I alrd unwillingly allowed you-know-what , th least I could receive would be assurance when my insecurities are exploding . I have explained to you . I don't want this to end , or things to turn nasty or worse than it can alrd be at times . I want us to be happy . So please , let's make this work .

Lack of pictures indeed , blogger refuses to lemme upload any after switching to this template . So that's it for now , will update again soon enough ! Bye , x

2011-05-09T17:50:00.000+08:00

How was your mother's day ? Mine was spent celebrating it with my relatives at The Square @ Furama Riverfront Hotel . It's th 1st time that my family actually celebrated it on th actual day , th norm for us would be to celebrate 1 week in advance due to th price increment on th actual day itself at restaurants & what not ..
My paternal grandmother & I :-)
Dearest & closest cousin from th paternal side .
My mother !
SALMON BELLY & SALMON SASHIMIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII *faints* :3
I can't believe I forgot to eat th chocolate fondue !??!?! Sobs :(
Didn't eat this either . I'm sucha selective/picky eater mmm :/
FAVOURITE FOREVERRRRR (money flies) $___$
Th camembert , goat & brie cheese was good ! For once I felt th blue cheese tasted weird hmm .
Th macro pictures of food available can be viewed on my FB album . Too lazy to post all of them here , so yup !
Picking out numbers to buy lottery .. Lol .
My uncle who recently got married .. (funny photo series coming)
Look at Fatty ! Rofl .
& my aunt . All cartoon only lolol .
Th 4 mothers from th paternal side :D
Group shot w/o my camera-shy brother .
What's up with dua pek pek .............
& Ulric !? Both giving me same expression when I took th photo -_-
Likea romantic only ~ Aww !
Th waterfall lounge view .
Caught The Roommate w my cuzzie after , didn't wna spend my Sunday at home . Like cuz I spent so much time to makeup I don't wna head home after th lunch celebration . It's like super dumb to me lah ? -_- Anyw th show was abit creepy . At least it's not THAT horror unlike THAT show (not naming it) that made me couldn't live properly . Like it was rly that bad for me , so much so that from then on I sworn off horror movies . But this was rated thriller & th creepy scenes that I know I will get affected , I chose to not watch . It helped ! Cast from Vamp Diaries was in th movie too :0 like Elena & Bonnie . And even th cute guy from Burlesque !

So that was my Sunday . & it ended well , with spicy nuggets & seaweed fries ! Happy :-) but right now , as usual there are things on my mind ....... Even when I clear stuff outta my head , those that is solved , there will always be something appearing to take it's place . So my head is nv cleared , there'll always be something bothering me no matter how far to th back of my mind I throw it . Sighz , I just hope my life will pick up . I hate bumming around , not knowing what to do . I want some light to be shed . I need a goal/motivation in life . I cannot tolerate living my life day by day . At this moment , it feels that way . Hence I always try to make appointments & head out ...... But that only leaves me spending , creating a larger deficit on my spending accounts . I need a job , a more permanent one to keep me occupied .

Irony of life indeed . When you're busy , you can't wait for a break & you'll be dreaming of years of holidays & what not just idling away . But when you have it , you get bored . Humans are indeed never satisfied . I guess we all just need something that motivates us .. To get us going . & right now , I am searching for mine . Cuz studies sadly , can't be my current motivation . I'll just have to wait till 2nd intake . Bless me . Gna x fingers daily , shall end off here :-)

2011-05-08T03:47:00.001+08:00

Happy Mother's Day to all th mothers , grandmothers in th world :-) I love my mother (even thou she can drive me nuts at times) & 2 grandmothers so very very very much . I wish them longevity , health & happiness ! Nothing I do , can ever repay them for their love , care & concern & everything else that they have done for me since birth .

I know , that it shouldn't be only on a occasion that ones professes their love for their parents , it should be never-ending & what not . But I don't always say it out , I try to show it through my actions . Making every effort to be filial , not make them angry & worried . I love my family :-)

I'm finally feeling not so lazy . Actually I should really be sleeping right now , as I have less than 5h before I'm up for th Mother's Day lunch @ Furama Hotel . But mmm I'm always plagued with insomnia , I don't feel sleepy AT ALL . At this hour . Which explains my wrecked up body clock sigh !
Neoprints from th outing with Foob & Missyr0ck ! PS: I was wearing th prom falsies (given by Missyr0ck) for th last time before getting rid of it hence th pictures above are wildly exaggerated due to th cool Japanese neoprint machine . But th pictures below are rly th falsies itself . So pretty right ? I would LOVE to wear contacts with falsies anytime but budget is 1 reason hindering it & also safety . So I guess I have to forsake beauty in that sense , though there are other ways :-)
Spock is SUPER poker face I swear . Hahahhaha but that makes him so adorable !
Seems like Spock likes my pink socks ! :0
2nd time @ th Missy's house ..... Th 1st was like donkey years during secondary schl days . I cannot believe I still rmb what we (th 3 of us) did when we went to her house ! My stm seems to be really selective eh :/
After th Missy helped me put on my falsies ! This time it was quicker & smoother , no "OPEN your eyes at your own risk" which obviously made me open & th lash w th glue got stuck to my upper lid -_- that's why th BIMBO missy should hv said "DON'T open your eyes" which she did after her funny blonde moment with th open starting :x
This is th iiiiiiiiiiiiish face . My new fav sound after watching Becoming A Billionaire ; Bu Tae Hee !
I look like a perv , eyeing Spock !
Kisses for Spock ! So loved ~
Missy is a perv too ..... Showing Spock's ass to everyone .
Kobe !
Garlic bread . Super tough to bite -_-
ROSTIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII ! Another favourite !
Calamari .
Chicken salami & mushrooms pizza !
Th final item we ate , which was mushroom soup , which made th 3 of us so so bloated & uncomfy .
Sticky or Made in candy ? Hmmm :/
I like this picture becuz .... Becuz my legs look amazingly slim !?!?!??! WHICH IS LIKE NEVAAAAA SUPER IMPOSSIBLE . Miracle picture , I like it lol .Yeah , so that was our outing ! It was funnnnnn & I look forward to more w th 2 Japanese lesbos heheheh :$ I shall try to sleep now . Hopefully .

2011-04-12T01:50:00.001+08:00

Right now , my mind & heart is in a mess . It rly is . My mind hurts from all th thinking that I should have done long time ago . There's too much to say , too much insecurities in me that's overwhelming me so much so that I cannot feel happy . I am pressured by many things at this v point in time , making my life a complete mess . A wreck , like a sinking ship that is impossible to save . I can't tell when somebody will come & find me , to lend a helping hand to save myself from drowning in my own mess .

I have officially hit rock bottom , so much for a fresh graduate from a polytechnic . Ironic isn't it ? Right now , reasons to die supersede my reasons to live . Anytime . As if I hadn't spammed my private twitter enough , I came here to my forsaken blog to post my thoughts . Which can be seen by th public . Yet again , I am speaking from th bottom of my heart , making this an essay . With not-so intricate details as to what's bothering me . But it's killing me . It's that bad that I can just send a text , & everything that has been built up th past years will just come crashing down upon me . & I know I will NEVER heal . Th only way to heal , is to erase my entire memory of this person .

Why am I even considering doing so ? At this point in time , my thinking is unstable . I'm not angry , I ain't speaking when I'm angry as I know it's just all hurtful & spiteful words hurled out . I'm just voicing out things , that will make me tear as I type . I am THIS emotional , THIS over-sensitive . But somehow , after so long .. Suddenly I feel I don't belong . Not one bit . & it's tearing my heart apart to say this . I'm holding back my tears . Crying in silence is painful . Not that I've not done it before . But it just makes th pain double .

I could really just d.i.e now .

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I didn't come to this blog of mine to share thoughts only to let you use them against me , to use them & judge me . Even before you try to understand me . It's quite .. Sad . That somehow my main aim of blogging backfired . I meant to let you know how I felt , so you'd probe to find out more . Turns out it only became a base or judgement & criticism to be made against me .

Right now I'm feeling alone & lonely . Things .. Aren't rly picking up . Or when I think it is , shit happens . Little things can affect me so much , it's only obvious enough that you don't see that . Great , just great . I don't wna sound so pathetic everytime I blog but right now , I just have no good news to share . Plz go on & view me as a girl w/o confidence & in th dumps . Srsly .. Continue to judge me . How others look at me YOU THINK I GIVE A FUCK ? Hell no , I'd just say "that's your fucking opinion & you don't matter to me neither do your comments so just get off my back" .

From feeling melancholic hence me blogging is just turning me angsty . It all boils down to 1 line for today . Which is ; your actions deem how much I mattered . Thanks for th wake up call . I still wish you'd prove me wrong . Maybe I shouldn't be so forgiving . But life's short riiiiiiight ? What a weakness literally .

Back to my novel for it's where my wild imagination comes to life & I feel like I'm in th story . Goodbye for now .

2011-04-08T17:17:00.000+08:00

Like I said I'll do some blogging today .............. So many events since 7th February that I didn't know what to blog ! I decided to update on th latest events which are th outing w Taukua & Cleve and cycling w th clique . I cannot believe I T.O.T.A.L.L.Y forgot about prom . Picture overload ~ Th makeup stash by Missyr0ck ! Big thankyouuuuu for being my makeup artist & hairstylist !! Thou she says I'm her guinea pig but look at those loots ! I am poorkid91 hence my makeup stash is just enough for me & I eliminate th need to buy makeup loots like highlighter as I deem it as an option :/ Not gna show you th huge difference of my bare face to 1 eye with falsies - alien !! Here's th hairdo ! My flower pins I brought were handy ! & they matched th colours of my dress perfectly ;) Treated her to bubblet & chayedan ! But of cuz my gratitude is more than that rightttttt I even managed to save on (PEAK HOUR) cab fare cuz she came to Ion to meet me !! Th cleaner had a fascinating time looking at us do makeup in th toilet hehehe . See her yinyang chayedan . Reminds me of MJ's song black or white rofl . & she even sent me to Marriott . Where to find this kinda friend !?!?!? Thank you again missy !!!! *bows* Fav beef/mum ! I actually felt very self-conscious bout my look cuz I'm so-not photogenic (gives depressed face) but still hv to take pictures right ! After all th effort put into my makeup by th missy . Owellz :$ Lovers awww . Xiaoyi ~ Lesbie ~ Eulene ! Her DSLR has rly cool effects . Nikon ftw $_$ & th earring stand I bought w th missy from Daiso ! It's a steal ha ha ha my earrings look so neat ! NOMNOMNOMZZZZZ . Lunch with Taukua whom I've not seen/hung out with in ages + Cleveyeotheasswhohasnotwitter ! Stanley th fag was supposed to join us buttttt ........ He sucks so he didn't come :x nyahahah . Cleve who called his fling Sanche after his wife Stanley didn't show up :O & well ..... Th restaurant's name is originally Oceanus Kitchen . My idea . Okay wdv -.- & cycling with them ! I didn't intend to go due to my sickness but Roy-germs-tan-ah-nua kindly cycled th double bike with me ! So I didn't exhaust myself heh . Cool effect right ! Kicking th sand ~ My idea okay don't pray pray :x plus my awesome cam . Okay better give some credit to Roy . His fingers knew when to press th button hahahaha . & we celebrated Serene's bday @ Noble House , 4 days early ! That's all folks !

2011-04-07T23:59:00.006+08:00

I figured I should blog soon ... My last post was 7th February !?!? I have neglected my dear blog so much . Not much reason to keep this blog anyw but it holds lots of memories ....... I always wanted it to be a web where I could relook back & reminisce should 1 day my lappie crashes & all my photos disappeared (choy dai ga lai si) but I'm so lazy & there's just too much pictures to upload . To meet that goal of mine would require me faithfully daily updating with all the pictures in th album .

Okay I'll blog tmrw . Which reminds me I MUST GET A HARD DISK FOR MYSELF . Since Fatty doesn't believe in 1 & refuses to get me one .......... Need to buy one to store all my songs & picture memories :)

2011-02-07T21:45:00.000+08:00

Hi !! Supposed to be studying for my ebiz test this Friday ....... Omg next Friday is my last week of schl officially in TP ! Like srsly . Unless I retain (choy dai ga lai xi !) shall blog bout th 2 wedding dinners I attended in January . First one would be ...........
CJ & Nicole ! :)
I LOVE YOUR GOWNS NICOLE !! :) everlasting love to you two aites !
Singers from Yours Truly , nice ley ~
Th door gift .
& next would be th wedding dinner of Bernard & Belle @ Goodwood Park !
BELLE IS SO MAD CHIO . Sumpa . Omg .
See . Th . Pictures . For . Yourself .
Saw a frigging Rolls Royce outside Goodwood Park !! Not something you'd see daily . Took pictures with it like it was mine :X I wish niaaaaa I can't even drive -_- but then again if you have this kinda car , who needs you to drive ! Chauffeur liao plz !
Th tea offering session (duno how to say in Cheena pardon me)
& this boy super cute !! He refused to look up & lemme take a pic even thou his mum kept calling him and even paused his angry birds ! Win liao lil' kid playing angry birds on iPad . Fortunate .
Bernard & Belle with their parents :)
Th montage is SO COOL . Bernard actually did it all by himself , th animation graphics captions are all awesome . Shall get him to do for me .... Like Idk how many years l8r hahaha :$
Cousins !
Me & my closest cousin aww :)
I take one hor ! Skillful plz :x
Fatty !! Sieh act cute !! But damn cute right HAHAHAA . He actually covered his face but my awesome G11 captured his cute face before he did that ^^
Was a pleasure attending both weddings ! Can consider them both as my first & second time attending ? I believe I attended one or two when I was like way younger ...... But how can I rmb ? Only thru pictures . But no recollection whatsoever . So yup ! Okay I shall go edit some CNY pictures upload & (dronessss) back to ebiz lor lor lor . To my dear readers (Idk who you are) , have a gr8 cny !

2011-02-01T13:33:00.001+08:00

Today I start questioning myself "Why do I even blog ?" when I have no readers , or to put it in a nicer way for myself , none that I know of . Maybe I just have recent events with nice pictures that I'll like to share , but it's alrd on FB . So what's th point of blogging ??

It's meant to be my personal space but at this point in my life I am too busy , I only switch on my lappie for work . Other than that I'm on my itouch , too tired or lazy to even use my lappie , let alone blog . I must say I've been neglecting this blog of mine , only to squeeze in updates when I feel that I can . Or to multi-task & upload pictures (like now) . However ........ Online on lrfm lab but I've done nothing except to reply "Afternoon" to my lecturer ha ha ha . Sneezing like krazy now , been having th flu on and off these days but today it's mad . Plz go away during CNY :(

I'm still contemplating on what to wear on Wed , I hv no "new clothes" cuz I didn't buy any . Was thinking if I should wear this Cheongsam which was given to me by bby ........ I've NEVER worn any traditional outfits since th day I was born so I'm skeptical on whether I should put it on this Wed . If I don't , it'll probably collect dust in my wardrobe for another year making it bout 2.5 years of dusty oldness . But it's still sleek , soft & white heh .
So this was my last excursion in TP , going to Seletar Country Club to learn golf & some club management stuff but our speaker is a golf pro with zero handicap (if I didn't rmb wrongly) & you can see his stuff on th slides above . Learning golf is costly .......... :$

Very nice view eh . Despite this club being located at a rather oolu place ?
My tutor hahahah . We're gna learn putting !
That's our goal .
Deliberately put mushroom's photo cuz seeeeeee she missed th ball :x evil but funny !!
So random Hafiz & Aziz suddenly asked me to take photo for them lol .
Th pool was so welcoming that day , esp in th hot sun I rly wna dive in straight -_-
Jacuzzi ley !!
Slide *eyes glitter likea kid*
& their indoor bowling alley just for members . Working in a club seems rather cool . Like , you don't hv to worry bout losing your jobs during bad financial times & more . Well , club & spa industry is very appealing to me right now , but still abit undecided . And my next route .......... Any opinions bout UNLV guys ?? I would rly love to go UQ (University of Queensland) with beef & mush ....... But my parents are against overseas . Sigh :( if I had th $$ I'll go . Immediately . Does everything boil down to $$ again ..

Wanna win the Xbox 360 and Kinect? Play #WhatsYourTalent now!

2011-01-24T23:19:00.000+08:00

Wanna win the Xbox 360 and Kinect? Play #WhatsYourTalent now!

2011-01-18T00:57:00.001+08:00

Idk why I'm chose to blog over my hunger , over my list of things to do like NOW . Lol . Weird sudden urge to update this dead space . Today's gna be a busy day !!! (alrd midnight) & I'm still not asleep . GG . Gna go to some golf country club as an excursion for Club Mgt & LRFM tgt . Buttttttt , I get to learn to play golf cool or what !! Virgin visit to NEX on Sunday .......... Nothing much ley . Only special thing would be th ..
Doggy playground !!!!!!! (shrieks in delight)And this mini wildwildwet ! Both at th skygarden ...... There's even a dog cafe - where owners & pets can dine tgt ! Smart capitalising ....... Can make likea lotsa $$ ! Clare ! My junior & her cute pup !Quite a sight to see so many doggays with their owners . Got lost in NEX like really ? Nothing new lah , I used to be lost at Dhoby mrt can you believe it ? Too many junctions alrd . I'm 101% road idiot . Hmm ..... I think I shall end here & get back on track . Or maybe snooze . Cuz my gastric is keeeeeling me ! Oyasuminasai .

2011-01-10T20:11:00.002+08:00

Figured I should blog since I'm feeling pretty free , or rather just plain sidetracking from th main task which is to do my Club mgt proj . This weekend was one that I could breathe ! I went out , for pure leisure sake and didn't do any work besides meeting Currypuff on Sat for proj ! I must say th weekend was well-spent after a long long time of stressing !

Cannot believe in bout ......... 8 more days it'll be 18th Jan - which makes it ONE MORE MONTH TO THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOOOOL !!!!! Okay lah , for easy understanding .

18th feb last day ^^ !!!

And nope it's not th end but .. Study week followed by main exams duuuuuh ~ Wow wee graduation is coming fast ! After th mid term break suddenly time seems to be flying rly fast VS th start of this last sem . Amazing ?
Had Cantonese ala carte buffet @ Peach Garden - Hotel Miramar last night . YOU DON'T KNOW HOW BADLY I WISHED I WAS @ LVL 1 . Why ?? IKOI MIRAMAR LEY zomg zomg zomg zomg those who have eaten there will know th sashimi is so fuckyeahawesome !!!!!! Th bez I've eaten in terms of freshness comparing to even yummy hotel buffet like Th Line & Marriott ! Okay I shouldn't go on about smth I yearn to eat T_T
Guilty delicacy :'( shark's fin with crabmeat . Th broth is so light yet delicious .
Suan la tang/sour & spicy soup . My family fed me with 3 bowls of soup . By th time I finished th two above & one bowl of the spinach soup I was bloated -_-
Ma po tofu !
Live prawns in chilli !Live prawns with chilli-crab like sauce !
Soon hock .
Th staff murdering our ke lian de (pitiful) peking duck .
Lonely ducky :$
Prawn fruit salad !
Simple cucumber dish in Idk what sauce but it's super yummy !! Those pictures w/o captions Idk what th dish is cuz I probably didn't eat it :/
Pigs . Ear .___. Noh I didn't eat this !
Kailan with cute white mushrooms !
This prawn dish is th star of th meal . I ate like so many of it . Maybe 10 ?
& presenting to you my fav wasabi popcorn !!! Can you believe I ate this AFTER th frigging buffet ? Ya that shows I'm not full or I'm greedy or I'M REALLY NOT FULL !!!!!! Buffets @ Jap restaurants (i.e. Ikoi Miramar) leave me bloated and full like a preggers woman walking like one too . So ........ Ya now you know why I suppppppperrrrr wish I was @ lvl 1 instead :-( I will enjoy it x3894739483 with the woohoo !!! Fresh max sashimi . And also be so full :$ okeh forget it back to club nowwwww ~

2010-12-27T04:04:00.001+08:00

This year's Christmas ............ Was sadly a bore . I had nothing to look forward to . Seriously . With all th projs , with every passing day it only means that they are due sooner . And at th rate I procrastinate & get stuck so easily , it looks very bleak . My Christmas was spent doing projs .

My memories of Christmas was never this bad . I really enjoy those times spent at my uncle's house when I was younger , when the whole family gathered and watched th telly till midnight and sat around their Christmas tree . My mum's side is the only relatives that we celebrate Christmas tgt , I believe it's because of my dearest grandmother aka Fatcat . And when it strikes midnight we will wish each other merry christmas and go about the gift exchanging . I always looked forward to seeing the pretty presents and ripping the wrapper apart . I was never one who tore the wrapper nicely as the thrill of opening it quickly was way more exhilarating as compared to slowly peeling the scotchtape off .

But now ....... What's Christmas is no longer Christmas . It used to be my favourite festive season of the year . My birthdays are always screwed up that I no longer look forward to them . Is it because of growing up ? Or just the fact that I have too many things at hand now ? Or has everybody changed ? I really have fond memories of Christmas and always yearn to have that kind of warm atmosphere around me once more.So I happened to chance upon this Tofu handphone stand thingy @ Orchard Central today . Tofu means alot to me , so does the toy Babo . Actually everything given is special . When I go all out , I become a collector . Thou I am obviously binded expenses wise . I impulsively bought this cute lil thing becuz I hardly see Tofu toys around anymore . And with my brother always squashing my Tofu whenever possible I feel it's gna be spoilt (it's secretly hidden with a key now ^^) & no I can't find a replacement and even if I can .. It won't be the same , no ?And cuz I overspent at Watsons again ........ I get another free Rilakkuma cushion ! Which adds up to me having 3 Rilakkuma cushions on my bed . 2 is from Watsons - and that's all they have . No other designs so I guess I gotta stop spending hee :$:DI should be thankful to say I've been lucky this month . I've won free spa treatment from CLEO but sad to say I'm not 21 so I can't go for the very very tempting massage . Instead they allowed me to change it into a facial , good enough right ^^ and ......... I also won the make-your-own-wish thingy @ Safra . Which I penned down $100 NTUC vouchers , since that being th most practical thing for my family who spends like th most on food . Now you know why I'm so food krazy ? And I can nv diet -_- I'm just gna get fatter & fatter I can predict . Oh damn . So I collected the $100 voucher today & wished my mum merry christmas once more & gave her $60 NTUC voucher . But little did I expect her to reject me flatly . Quite sad cuz I rly wanted to give . Not sell . GIVE . They are my parents ....... They've given me so much more than I can ever repay them . What's $60 ? Plus it's a prize that I've won for being lucky . But she refuses to accept it . So oh well :(
Had dinner @ NYNY Deli . Tried this dessert only once but I remember clearly the rich chocolate taste . Alot of chocolate was left cuz my family aren't that keen to slurp it all up . Unlike that time I had it with ................ But yeah it was good . Like eating th strawberries with chocolate fondue , only that there's alottttt of excess chocolate after that .Had a short break @ Starbucks after much shopping in a long time . Drank my fav toffee nut latte frapp which is only available (I think) during this season . It is my first drink that ain't chocolatey & I like it . Thou I ain't rly supposed to take cold drinks right now ....... But once in awhile is fine right ?

Have been on medication for th 4th week alrd now . I wonder if it's becuz I feel down and also th fact that I'm listening to emo cheena songs that I can end up penning so much thoughts which have been submerged inside me for so long . I rly have lots to say . I may act all jovial and stuff but deep down , who knows ? And even if I were to blabber , who would listen ....... It's only here that I can pen down whatever I want to .

I guess I should stop here . I'm tired . And ...... I could go on typing forever . This post pretty much sums up (briefly) thruout this period which I've not updated .

2010-12-12T15:26:00.000+08:00

So last Friday was the last day of the term ............. Which was also our favourite Ms. Seow's last day teaching us as she's going for her maternity leave . & her precious Amos will be born on 23rd December :D we decided to throw a surprise party for her after tutorial , thou she organized one during her gaming tut in th morning but most of us had destmgt tut hence we couldn't attend .
Preparing th table of goodies while John entertains her outside ...
Love this shot !! See her :O look . Pleasant surprise eh ! Hehehee .
Staring at th board drawn by Justin & Xq "We Will Miss You" .
Reading our pretty card ! Ms. Seow must feel so loved by all of us , our class is not th only one who did something for her !
3k06 :D
Yuanni not here :(
Nice rightttttt ~
John helping us get a shot of th chips w Ms. Seow hahaha but juz so happen her hand swipe past machiam she covering her face -_-
Yuki & I SO HAPPY Ms. Seow kept eating th chips we bought HAHAHA . Everytime she ate another we hi-5 LOL -.-
Justin singing a song for Ms. Seow ~
I forgot what Ms. Seow said but it's really funny hahaha ! Something against John >:D lol . Had a great bonding time w this class . Now it's th holidays & we all gotta chiong for our proj submission when schl reopens . Soon it'll be submission , presentation , studying for main exams and in th blink of eye we'll all graduate . Prom is indeed something we all should go for , I've never had prom or been to one and am looking forward to this one . Agreeing with what Ms. Seow said "Every ending must have a closure , and prom is the perfect closure" - not exactly her words cuz I got stm -.- yup that's it ! Till next time ~

2010-11-29T15:26:00.000+08:00

Hi !!!! It's been eons since I've blogged !!! In school lab now printing tonnes of lectures & tutorials till I'm going krazy . School is really really hectic this sem & th projs piling up , due dates upcoming is rly giving us pressure !!

(sidetrack awhile) OH.MY.GOD beef juz made me laugh like mad , showing me her "father's signature" & th date , the handwriting is like wlao eh hahahaha ! Bth her :x

Anyw Idk what to blog liao , lost feel ah :$ last post is like 1mth 15days ago !?!? This proves I'm rly busy :x errrrrrrrrrrr . Bye !

2010-10-14T05:08:00.000+08:00

Here are th pictures taken during th dinner @ Ku De Ta on Tuesday with colleagues from th club $__$ (PS: I'm very sleepy yawning x8216318312)
Patsky ! Serving us still water ^^
Mojito !
Beef tataki !
Amir laughing so hard lololol .
Group shot ~
Soft shell crabs .
FUCKING WHOLE BOSTON LOBSTERTEMPURAAAAAA *goes into a frenzy* (selling @ $125 manzzz !!!!)
FUCKING FATTY TUNA BELLYYYYYY *too awesome till I faint* (selling @ $48 per serving !!!!)
Crispy sticky baby squid .
Seared Hokkaido scallops . Too hard for my liking , I wonder if it was overcooked :/
Tiger prawns . Rawrrrrr . Th taste was so sour ! Th spices added is unique but not rly to my liking ~
Ribeye .
Skybar !
YESSAH THESE ARE MY 2 TOP FAVOURITE HOT PICK DISHES OF KU DE TA say real one (L)
Black cod ! Apparently it seems overcooked too kinda tough :-(
Farah so sexy !Apple honey . Eeeee I don't like :$
Bounty cake . Smth like chocolate fondant but inside coconut . Not chocolatey enough for chocolate loverssss like me but it's not bad !! With yuzu marshmallows !
Wild strawberry confit . Another item not to my liking ~.~
MY FAVOURITE DESSERT . Normally my fav desserts is either dark chocolate or tiramisu etc but I actually loved this !!!! Sugar cake . YUMZ (Y)
Desserts , something which every full stomach has room for ;)
Went to th club to bio bio slack awhile . Th colourful dancefloor that night . Indeed a special experience to dine @ skypark with th breeze , seeing th atmosphere . Chatting with colleagues :) of cuz th experience will always differ depending on who u're there with ! TIME 4 BED gdnight to you , my massive eyebags & truckloads of fucking pimples FML sighzzzz D:

2010-10-12T23:59:00.000+08:00

Hi !!! I took an impromptu off today to join my colleagues for dinner @ Ku De Ta . Th atmosphere is awesome , service is impeccable , but th price is also $__$ you can't imagine how much our bill was , with only 4 of us !! Th bez items are obviously th lobster tempura !!!! & my 2nd favourite - tuna belly !!!! Now I know why th market price for tuna belly is so expensive outside , cuz it's fucken awesome ! Even better than salmon belly :O becuz it's said that ....... Tuna so big but belly so small . Plus high grade one of cuz sieh $$ !
I actually wanted to blog this post like a week back ? But my com refused to lemme upload pictures so here I am posting it now ......... With more overdue pictures to blog again when I'm free . School's starting ... SO NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO IT PLEASE :-(Skypark's uniform . Chio right , but like a tad revealing . GRAs : halter bareback w high slit long skirt while GSAs : low v-neck plus short skirts hmm . But rly pretty uniform say real one !!!"Hi my name is kitkat !!! Imma female kitten . Both my front paws are badly injured , I was sent to th hospital for surgery and now my other paw has recovered but is still weak . Th cast on my paw will be removed soon but that paw has been totally crushed so even w/o th cash I will still be limping" DAMN SAD LOR :( but she's uber cute , loves human touch ttm , super hyperactive & very nice to sayang ..Watching her play with th string is SUPER funny . Regret nv video it down ! I swear she can go join those funniest animal videos . Lmao . She even played with my halter neck dress strings !!! Heheheee .Play till tired alrd . Hahahah . She will lick you , sniff your nose & mouth . Super friendly bth not like Ahlingz th dao kitty :/This picture kitkat mad cute !!!! See th ^-^ smile on her face I tickle her till she pose until so gaowei with this expression . Stopped tickling her & she maintain so I decided th pictures w/o my finger tickling is nicer . CLASSIC . Aww won't ur heart melt ? Hope she removes her cast soon ! But still she's gna limp . Whoever th fuck did this to poor kitkat I hope u fucking get karma & get ur arms crushed . Jerks w/o feelings , totally .

2010-10-04T02:25:00.000+08:00

Some cutesy Rilakkuma wallpapers I found online bidding goodnight to you guyz (no I'm not gna show you guyz all th pictures I keep taking whenever I see Rilakkuma at shops/kiap kiap machines - my own private eyecandies lmao) . And .............. Yes I posted these 3 blog posts all on th 4th of October but I hateeeee seeing more than 1 post a day so I tweaked th dates hehehehe (those who stalk my blog - wait I think there's only dust ha ha ha) will know . Really going to bed now . Wondering if I'm gna work l8r guess I have to wakie like 12pm to check my inbox !

2010-10-03T02:22:00.000+08:00

So I managed to squeeze in a lil' time to update 1 more post before Idk how long more . So many pictures left undone !! Serious . Even th trip to USS th pictures are all scattered -.- as in , I need to get from my dad too . This post is all bout bby hehe ^^ Ikr I rarely blog bout him hmmz :/Went dating that day , yes officially & it's damn rare . Now it hits me that dating requires lots of ....... $$ . Seriously . Honestly I am kinda budget I try to save at times but I fail (obviously) on food & stuff like catching Rilakkumas -.-
Twin Rilakkumas ! Bby is awesome at this lor (Y) but I'm not (N) hahahahah . Returned 1 becuz I don't wna have identical so Imma collect my RILA x2 next week !!! Which is this week alrd -.-
HAHAHAH :3
& we feasted . Supa rare also . Bby felt rich that day ah :x
And ..... I had th most fun Mooncake festival ever . My family isn't traditional so we don't celebrate such festivals but knowing it's bby's favourite festival ........... We went to play after work on I forgot when but we ended work like supa dupa late & we were fricking tired but yeah .CanZ euuuu sp0t miiiiex . Brain block ~.~Th loots from bby !THIS IS NOT MINE . Fail lantern hahahaha . Distorted like him :x
Nv did this in my entire life . Wlao I like no childhood ?? T_T
Pretty !!!MINE IS PINK HAHAHAHA . Yes bby's lantern is yallowww & deformed :xIt's ready . To be lighted !!!!! I didn't know what to expect but I guess lotsa sparks ?
You can barely see me ! Hahahah exhilarating .
& everything caught fire :O I srsly nv do this in my life before !
Special day for us . O..........kay I think my post is kinda crappy (& doesn't describe this day as well as I would like to) cuz I'm zoning out & Idk what I'm really typing . FAINT . Damn , now I hv this urge to delete this post cuz I am practically stoning . Errrr okeh I guess it's time for bed . Goodnight !

2010-10-02T23:59:00.000+08:00

Using my computer only to upload th tonnes of pictures I've accumulated over a month ? It's madness now all my pictures are in a mess & I HAVE to tidy them up cuz I bth it all messed up ! Faint , shall blog bout my outing to Yuki Yaki with mum/beef !! Finally met up w her ^^
See mum wear till so chio then I headache duno what to wear end up wearing so casual machiam go schl . Wait , I go schl don't even wear like that . MORE CHAPALANG . Fashion fail hahaha .
Mum fail . Burnt chicken wings .
See th aftermath of her cooking :x
Chaota BEEF & FISH . Hahahahahaa . Rly hor duno why we cook 1 time got black black alrd .
Me cooking qing chao dou miao for her !! PASSED . It's good !
Hers overdose of pepper & salt ! Supa salty !!!! Hahahah . Went there expecting her to cook for me , MUM mah right . End up I cook . It was gr8 to ketchup with her !!!! X fingers that we can be in same class pretty pretty plz cuz we both selected e-biz for our elective :-(
Her bday prezzie for me . ALL PINK . Awwww she actually noticed my fb saying I like pink so she got it all pinky . Hehehe thanks mum ! Xoxo ! Back to sorting picchaz . See if I can post another one tonight :x twitching th date & time for each posts as usual !!!!! Supa delayed post man went out with her on th 19th of Sept as you can see on th photo date . Faint ..........

2010-09-17T00:17:00.000+08:00

Wednesday afternoon saw me being a SUPER ECSTATIC GIRL after final-fuckingly winning that Rilakkuma plushie from MS !!!!!! It's kinda considered recouping my & bby's losses cuz we burnt so much $$ on it T___T th uncle still say we zhuan dao my ass lah ! Juz cuz of 1 toy VS all th $$ we spent !? But now I like even more gian ....... Th towel material Rilakkuma is so tempting . At th same time I feel like trying those sweet land one cuz you can get th fatass huge Rilakkuma instead of all these usual sizes ley D:

Went to work at th sneak preview party for Skypark after that . Th party must really be a blast with EVERYTHING on th house .... Ohmygod looking at th chef cook th scallops make me drool manz . Plus all th alcoholic drinks ... LOUIS RODERER champagne !??!?! Wlao win alrd . I wish I was invited can :x I totally forgot how to walk after that 10h of work ~.~ Plus saw many celebs including th ultra hot Denise Keller !!!!! Eye candy man . Hoping for payday soon worked till 3am in th morning & cabbed home like a tired ass legs & ko for 10h+ (would hv been more if my mum didn't wake me) yupz .
HAPPY DIE ME OKEH . I was jumping up & down screaming "YAY !!!!!" like a mad girl -.- Thank you bby ........ Thou I did th winning push !!!! (tries to claim credit hahahah :x)
YOU'RE MINE NAO (L)
So that's all th Rilakkumas I have !! I want moreeeeee . What to do , finish collecting my Babo family already very tempted to start another collection zomgwftbbq $___$ was browsing blogshops selling Rilakkumas & I debate within myself on which is better . Kinda mind boggling cuz in different situations both have their plus points ! SIAN . 1 day when I get pay Imma hit th jackpot machines to scoop toys to aim th hugeass Rilakkuma cuz I don't see that online muahahah . Plz don't lemme suffer heavy losses -___-"
Went to visit my mum's bff & meet her daughter Evelyn on Tues after not seeing each other for approx 10 years !??!?!?! So longgggg ago but I still rmb her chio house !! 3 storeys hor . I also want this kinda house :$
So cool right her room is th only room on th 2nd level + this mini hall for her . Specially *dead envious*Plus her supa old tortoise which I still rmb !!! 1 passed away alrd :( this one aunty Rose says it has a beard/goatee !!!!! It's THAT old . I was dying to see th beard thingy but it's only visible when th tortoise opens its mouth so :( didn't get to see ............ Only opens mouth during makan time tsk tsk . Plus th weather was scorching hot so th tortoise is hiding under this shelter created by aunty Rose !! Aww .Blue aliens :p had a great time catching up with my childhood friend & didn't feel like leaving at all !! Both our mothers were in purple & we turned them into abnn with my G11 hehehee but too unglam cannot post here :x gotta go sleep now cuz my family & I are gna go USS tmrw !!! FINALLYYYYYY . Can't wait ! No holidays till probably after graduation (x fingers) & still must wait so long . Gosh I can't even rmb when was th last time I went on a holiday . Superstar Virgo .. But when ????? I need a holiday :( goodnight guyz !

2010-09-14T03:16:00.000+08:00

Tried this Drink Tea stall , something like KOI (will never understand th hype of KOI seriousssssly I will not queue like krazy juz to buy a drink) choose sugar level & amount of ice .. But with something unique !
Roselle pearls . They are like freaking ...
PINK !!!!! And if you know ... I am slowly liking pink like alot alot . Zomgwtfbbq is wrong with me ? Pink !!??! o__o ha ha ha right wdv .
Met up with TFP th late empress dowager from 430pm meet become like what ? Almost 6pm I think . Madness :$ did her shopping @ Bugis street & I didn't die of heatstroke which is amazing becuz th sun is rly lika bitch daily showing hot temper only -___-" & we went MS to try to catch Rilakkumas as my bday prezzie but epic phail . So this year ............ My bday present from her is AIR . Yeah fml supa not fair hor some guy juz spend $4.50 & heng max win th Rilakkuma for his girlf . Like that lor . Chicken backside .
I THINK I NEED TO SLEEP . My eyebags & pimples hate me . Fugly face me :'(

2010-09-13T23:59:00.000+08:00

Th day I met up with TeoFatPoot (like after 27392872 years) to have a pleasant meal ...... Which was pretty uncomfortable cuz we were sitting at counter seats . Which we then after moved to th comfy soft cushions ! (Y)
FISH-EYE RIGHT HA HA HA . Funny die . Th epic laughing shots cannot show , we totally cannot maintain . It's that kinda photo you look alrd you will start laughing cuz we were laughing till SIAO .
& we went for Weishi's BBQ @ her place .. Poor Kat waited for us like krazy . Late queen + late EMPRESS DOWAGER . Bwg right ~.~ Anyw catching up with them wuz good !! Kinda feels like th good ol' days . But I know .. Things can nv be th same as secondary school . I miz that life (some aspects , some only) but at least some things nv change right ! ;)

2010-09-06T02:45:00.000+08:00

Paths . Choices . Everytime it's almost th end of another journey I get stuck , unsure of which route to take . I remember in primary 6 , facing th many choices of which school to go to . Which is best whether to head to an affiliated school or go somewhere better . And in sec 2 , streaming into your chosen subjects . Pure literature , additional mathematics , biology - all seemed like such a tough choice but now it all worked out . I love literature , enjoy every bit of it & now looking back I miss it .

I miss reading the book in such great detail , picturing th whole story in my mind , matching it with th show & remembering it even better . Th way we pick at th words th author used to create th scene , th reasons why . We had to analyse and all . Have not been reading much lately but I do try to read a few books during each holiday .

From secondary to decide whether to head to a jc or poly , th course to take ......... So many choices one faces in their entire life . It's whether it's a big or small decision . I'm a very indecisive person & making decisions is definitely not my forte . Now approaching th final semester in poly , I was reminded by Jacquelyn that day about Uni . Suddenly thinking bout it makes me wreck my brain as I have pushed this topic so far back I almost forgot about it .

I honestly don't think I have th grades & brains to make it into any local U . Neither do I wna go to any private U or overseas .. So th thought of NIE came into my mind . I'm now stuck & confused . I rly need all th opinions I can get becuz I am completely clueless right now . Maybe thinking so far is futile since deep inside I do worry if I can graduate smoothly , which I rly x fingers tightly & pray for . Don't wna retain . Sighz alot gg thru my mind lately ..........
Th 2 Rilakkumas that day I caught @ MS - burnt $14 juz like that . Could hv spent like $8 but I gian th 4 cute lil Rilakkumas in outfits so bad that I kept trying & juz fail lor . Epic phail only sad die . But th last try .... Gosh Jacquelyn can rly feel my pain man . SO CLOSE . To either winning a Rilakkuma head + keychain/4 cute lil Rilakkumas . Sway ! Ga ! Lao ! Sai ! Only !!!!! UGH !!! I was literally jumping in frustration becuz it's rly that kinda feeling which makes you wna tug your own hair & screaaaaam T_T
So we caught Grown Ups that day ................. Show's fine , not super funny or too boring . I think Vampires Suck is like more -__- Disappointment lor , only th trailer was rly funny . O well , I guess I should KO soon . My eyes are tired . Till next time .. When I use my computer again .

2010-09-05T23:59:00.000+08:00

Hi guyz I'm back to update my blog ! Maybe I'm talking to 0 readers now . But somehow ....... HI FATTY IS IT YOU READING MY BLOG ? Hehehe if you read my blog plz email me some pictures ley daddy :( anyw ........ So th awesome restaurant I've been raving bout in my tweets lately . DOMANI !
Bruschettas ! I actually hv up-close pictures of all th food here but ......... Nevermind lah hor juz post th big picture can liao if not so many pictures . Like you all very interested anyw !
Spag alla vongole !!!!!!!! I luv their pastas it's like da sekzx cannot pwn one . I am seriously SO tempted to eat almost all their pastas . Al dente ttm ~ I luvvvv prawn aglio olio !
Tiramisu for dessert . Th alcohol totally makes this yummy !
& th 2nd visit to Domani's ........... Caesar salad . Supa adore caesar dressing ~
Crazy twin crab pasta . Soft shell crab + crabmeat ! Heavenlyyyyy .
Crabmeat waka waka .
Pork thingy + seafood gumbo pasta .
Th buffalo wingz platter which me , my mum & my bro shared after eating th main course . By then th queue got so long I got a shock . Lucky we had dinner early if not we hv to queue ! ;)

2010-08-20T02:48:00.001+08:00

Woah it's been over a month since I've logged into blogger . Shall do a quick update on my birthday ......... Thou I hate my birthdays . It always turns out sour at th end . My life really sucks ? But I'm glad to have my friends who brighten my shitass life up :)
So we headed to RWS on my bday so my bro can rekki his new workplace & we can tour BUT no entering USS cuz Fatty is in USA :( Fatty faster come back ! Didn't get th spend th actual day with him but he texted me which made me happy !
My bro faillllll . Duno how to let me "lift" th globe -.-
USS !!!! When can I enter you ?? :(
My camera & I shiok bodoh :x nyahahahah .
SEX BOMB HELLOOOOO chilli crab xlb ftw !!!
Looks like hoseh only ? $80 for 5 pints :O
Yup so we toured th entire RWS within less than 4h -.- It's like boring seriously . I wouldn't really wna go back ......... Unless it's with certain ppl . But I am waiting to enter USS , but x fingers that when I have th chance th BSG will be up & running ! Most of th other pix is up on FB . Lazy upload all like how I used to for food while blogging . Like lost feel ah . Zzzz in a nutshell , my life still sucks becuz I always cry on my birthday FML -___-

2010-07-13T16:14:00.001+08:00

Can't post th official music video cuz it's protected . Mega addicted to this song ....... Bittersweet melancholy .

2010-07-12T03:23:00.000+08:00

There's so many things on my mind right now ........... At this current time 3.10am in th morning . Why am I still up ? I can't sleep , but I feel hungry . What is this manz ............

I really need to rant . My heart is fricking heavy . I'm feeling fucking pessimistic right now . And there are so many "WHAT IFs" in my head . I wish I had the answers to what I feel , I wish someone would come tell me that I'm living my life correctly/incorrectly , that what I'm doing is what's best for me . But th trouble is that nobody ever knows , it's like we're always on this route to unexpected outcomes . I wish I knew .....

I feel so insecure , so unwanted , so disappointed , so tired . 15 more days to end of internship , I really am looking forward to it . So I can finish up my portfolio & get my well deserved rest before heading back to school . Not intending to head back to Canele & work part-time yet .

I have so much to complain when I'm in this cui phase . I feel fat and fugly . I wnabe skinny , I wna be loved , I wna be pretty , I wna have money & all th time in th world to do whatever shit I want . I wna go shopping . I hate my old clothes . But at th same time , I cbb (cannot be bothered) to dress up - well if you know my stuff you'd probably know why too ..

I have so many wants , right now I'm in this DOWN phase so don't come tell me "Hey be thankful for what you have" yeah right fuck you . Like Idk that bitches .

My grandma is currently staying at my place , looking after her is my #1 priority , need her to recover asap so she won't be in such a state . Hate seeing th way she forces th medicine down her throat , hate th way she needs so much effort to walk . But I'm relieved & proud that she's tough , she's walking fucking well w/o any help . I enjoy seeing her hug my fat purple carebear to sleep , even when she tosses and turns th carebear is still in her arms .

I can't believe as I type this whole shitload of junk (emotional mess script) I am tearing . This is probably th most crappiest post with everything bombarding & probably th 1st time I write so much & what I feel . I don't like to air my laundry in public esp on my blog . But I guess . It doesn't really matter cuz this space is dead & I've no tagboard so nyeah nyeah nyeah you can't comment .

IN A NUTSHELL (Summary) ........... I feel fat , fugly , unhappy , confused & many more . In a fucking emotional mess right now . Somebody be my guiding star please .. I can only wish hard that I'll find my direction soon .

2010-07-02T00:05:00.000+08:00

Omg hi !! It's been eons I suppose hmmm ......... Work is taxing ! So much so my routine is like .... Work eat work eat work sleep till next working time eat work eat work & so on . HENCE NOW I'M SO FAT . Stop telling me I'm not fat or I'm insulting you cuz I really am ! I have a freaking TUMMY now omg plz kill me . I dare not wear tight fitting clothes alrd cuz it shows ! It's so big when I look down I can't see my toes . Okay exaggeration but stilllllllll !
My souvenirs thou ......... Sigh I shan't say more . But still it's something nice to keep hmm yeah .
Th stay-in that time ! I wna book another one cuz th SKYPARK is open alrd & I so must try th infinity pool & swim in it for myself . Thinking bout it makes me all hyped up . Definitely before my internship ends in July ;) hopefully ! X fingers !
View of MBS around 4pm+
& VIOLA ! Th skypark pix for you ! Went up there on th 22nd June heheheeeee :x now to go up as a guest must pay 20bux ! :O
Breathtaking right !! Time to continue wrecking my brains on what to do for my mini proj cuz ........ I'm lagging behind due to lack of time & obviously me being th procrastinator & sleep queen :( sighhhhh . Thou shalt not speak of th bad stuff at work ^-^V kbyez !

2010-05-30T23:59:00.001+08:00

Hiiiiiiiiiii I'm back -_- Ikr like finally !?!?! Removed my tagboard cuz it's stupid to put there for ppl to advertise not like I'm gna click ? And since when is my tagboard for SO MUCH EXCESSIVE advertising !? Dots .Finally threw away this pair of my shoes . Tolerated with it for like weeks ? And yes th black thing above is my toes that's how jialat it is plz -__- work is taking it's toll on me . I'm really not used to working full-time , afterall internship is considered a 5-6mth full-time job ? So yeah , though part-time you can work continuously for 6 days or more , there really is a difference . Wow , I must welcome myself to reality .

Been thinking alot lately due to stuff . Like .......... What's friends ? Really . People can easily say "Hey I've got so many friends" but who can you really count on , when you really need them . How many people of this lot can you actually say you can contact for reliance/sharing h2ht ? And which of them would even reply/bother ? Sometimes I think it's still better to depend on yourself , I've went thru th self-torment when such things arises . I'm not a very independent person , but am pushing & trying to be one . But hey this doesn't mean I have a bunch of friends whom I keep close to my heart , but still . But still .

This world is cruel . Eventually everyone will still leave you . Am trying to force myself not to read so much into simple things , though it is kinda ironic . I look at things too simply when they are supposed to be complicated & vice versa . But now I really hv to juz ignore such stupid stuff , too bad cuz I'm so sensitive . Ah , wtheck . Don't wna ponder so much . Ignorance is bliss isn't it ? But karma will come around , so it's better to be watchful on how you treat others .. Shall not fret on this anymore .

Time to enjoy my 3 consecutive off days before it's back to work . I still hv 2 PH to clear , hmm when ? Anyw , party !!!!!!

2010-05-12T01:14:00.002+08:00

I wna blog butttttttttttttttt I can't bring myself to . It's either th schedule not suitable for me to do so or th fatigue . I'll try to update tmrw if possible , will re-edit this ? No promises , x fingers that th medication will rly improve my health . Till then ....................

2010-04-26T01:16:00.001+08:00

As promised , I shall update my blog before it really rots . Still contemplating on whether to put it on hiatus cuz things are really flooding in . Getting real busy , real tired ! Now it's rest > computer & any other unnecessary thing . Have to prioritise anyw .Th toy camera Foob got for me . Before ~
After ! NIZE ANOTZ ! But th stickers abit not sticky alrd th tiny ones dropping off sad :'(
Had th stay-in simulation @ MBS on Friday !!! My awesome room hehe shared with Yasmin & Finna :)
Other pictures on FB soon (don't know how soon) heh heh :) MBS is opening ............... 1 more day !! Bye guyz , I really need to sleep more !

2010-04-14T22:39:00.003+08:00

Closing 3 weeks since I've touched th computer ! AMAZING MAX . Anyw ...... Those above are th pictures of me & bb (those few pathetic we managed to salvage thanks to my ass camera) when she came over & I helped her makeup/dressup for th wedding dinner thingy ! It was mad fun and ............ After much camwhoring my camera screwed up on me .

In hope of tryna salvage th pictures I didn't reformat my memory card thinking there's still a way . Ended up gg to work on Saturday for food plating - all dishes in th IRD menu . Took 200+ shots of th food close up & with labels and now IT'S.ALL.GONE . FML plz . Every effing thing I took is GONE . So pekchek till I ended up in tears , sorry can't help it when Imma crybaby & that's my avenue to let it all out .

I can barely rmb all th pictures I took . Only know my heart sunk & I felt so demoralised . So much for effort really :( shall go FB some time soon to save th pictures my team took . Oh well , k it's time to sleep . Hectic week indeed . Th fatigue of waking up at 4am daily is hitting on me gr8ly . Till then , bye y' all take care .

2010-03-28T23:11:00.001+08:00

Real short post before I head to bed ....... Am stll down with flu , sorethroat & headache . At least fever is gone :) can't afford to take mc during my internship anyw .
Th view from a 15th storey guest suite @ MBS ! Not completed or else sure v pretty ~
Th awesome 1st batch of team members (mostly TSAs) - they rock ! (Y)
Made by my awesome bro . PRETTY DIE CAN . I can't wait to gobble all th dark chocolate up , hate white chocolate ! But I'm sick can't eat sad die .
Real "live" Sakura show case @ Taka ! Go see before all die ha ha ha . Kk , back to work tmrw . Plz lemme recover faster ! So much for saying I wna sleep early :$

2010-03-24T22:30:00.003+08:00

My blog is SO dead , it's been 10 days ! Here to do a quick one before I go sleep ! I've been such a sleepless wreck th entire week , body clock super screwed till my sop is not done therefore you can literally say "I'm full of shit" -__- I think it's kinda weird saying this but really !! I'm getting fricking fatttttt every second . FML .
Shunzi super cute plz ! :)
Me & Yvonne Soh (2nd one I know) this ass is th one who practically 24/7 suan me whenever I'm with her . But cute lah , hope she don't see this or I sure kena shoot even more tmrw -.-
From last Monday to this Monday ...... Been having trgs @ either Mountbatten Sq or NTUC hub ! Tuesday , we finally went on-site !! So exciting ! Only th buses are allowed to enter , no public transport .
Th super huuuuuge walkway juz around B2 , Tower 2 ! Where th IRD office will be at ~
And this is th mad chio TDR (team dining room) which I can rave about on & on !! It's really MAD AWESOME !!Can hold up to 8000 pax okeh super cool ........!
Buffet style breakfast , lunch & dinner !!!!! Alright time to hit th sack or I'd be another sleepy looking ass tmrw :( really looks bad on me looking so dead sullen even my colleagues can notice I look so dead tired so gdnite !! More picchaz on FB bye !

Btw , happy 25th ♥

2010-03-14T23:59:00.001+08:00

Hi !!! Here to sum up my week before my intern starts tmrw !! So not looking forward becuz I'm easily one nervous wreck so I'm rly afraid I'm gna screw it up :( set 3 alarms & changed my alarm ringtone to a fricking loud one in fear I'll oversleep . Yes that's desperate measures indeed . Sip also means ...... No more long coloured nails for me , cannot wear rings & bangles & what not . Man , my arm is gna feel so naked !! -_-

Okay this is pretty much what I did this week ....... Movies kbox mini picnic hanging out chatting catching toys arcade quarrel smile laugh cry & DEFINITELY - melt . in . this . mad . heat .
Don't ask me why this picture like that ! I uploaded twice it still refuses to rotate & I cbb to try agn cuz I gotta sleep ! That's our loots . After spending like 23872613821 dollars on th machines ha ha ha riiiiiight . Why cannot catch those huge stuffed toys !?!? :(
Th #1 ass foob :O
Caught Alice in wuuunderland - hence th words ! If you know it you'll get it ! Lazy to elaborate more ! Shall end th post with cutie Whitesocks ! Hope ...... Tmrw will be fine ! Bye xx

2010-03-08T23:59:00.000+08:00

Hi guyz , decided to try a new "style" of blogging . Don't wna update on EVERYTHING that really happens like ....... Based on pictures ? What's th point since it's nice I'd be posting double both on FB & here ? Depends I guess . Okay maybe you guyz might not get it so I shall quit ranting & juz post !(refers to date) Ah yes so just 2 days back ...... I decided to go out with center-parting hair ! Cuz my fringe is currently in a state whereby it'd knock right onto my spectacle frame causing it to "qiao" 1 side -_- kinda annoying so I'm contemplating whether to cut bangs again or keep it long for center-parting hair HAHAHA . Look abit retarded right ??? Center-parting ........ Lol . But my hair failed terribly that day cuz I seemed to hv a "good hair day" & it refused to stay center , with any gust of wind it'd go back to straight bangs ! Zzz .
Furniture sourcing day ! Headed to Compass Point ..... Courts .......... Ikea ........ Zomg hate going to Courts & Ikea area cuz waiting for th shuttle bus is you-can-just-kill-me . Hate th crowd too . Besides th super cheap thrill ! Ikea $1 hotdogs HAHAHA . That's besides th point . Dined at ___ cafe . Cannot say cuz blog super open . YES I'M RACIST -.-
Thankfully I leave dates on my pictures really . SUPER stm .
666's fricking chio condo with swimming pool !!!!! Th pool is frigging cold everytime I swim there I'd be shivering like MAD & my lips turn purple , dead serious ! Scary max hahahah . K I'd update again ...... Probably when Foob sends me her edited pix !

How's this new style ??? Less photo spams !! More words ?? Depends ...... Unless like really interesting day (to me) I will spam like usual posts ~

2010-03-02T21:22:00.001+08:00

Last day of CNY ! Had gathering with th maternal side @ Tao's !!! Didn't get to see them this Cny till that day ! Cuz by th time we reached on th 1st day of Cny it was too late they went out alrd , only managed to see my cutie fatcat (Ahma) . Still it felt weird shaking their hands & wishing happy Cny cuz to me it's like alrd .... Gone rofl .
Free orange sherbet to wet your appetite ! We even got a private room juz for us ! SHIOK DIE .
Yaaaaaaam-seng lol .
My lil' qtpie cuz so cute . Cuz Tao is like a 7-course set menu (same as Imperial Treasure th day before) but there are choices you can choose from . So she typed her selection into her pink lappie !
Fatcat ♥
And my Uncle ordered wine ! I forgot what's th name but it's really nice ! I only rmb it's vintage which is 2005 hahah . It's so pleasant tasting I can gulp it down but what's th point right -_-
This guy super annoying when th staff was placing th wine glasses he asked for whom & I said I wanted . Instead he gave me this shocked look & said "YOU ?? You legal anot !! YOU LOOK LIKE A 13" zomgwtfbbq so I was like ........ "I'M 18 !!!!" -.- but he's funny lah , at least can entertain our group .
Starters for all ! Mushroom & bacon gratin with nice warm bread .
My salad . Smoked salmon !
My brother's . Farmboy splendor . There's alot didn't take all , didn't wna hinder my relatives from eating either ;/ so I took juz nice-enough-to-take-ones ~
My Uncle helping my qtpie cuz with her report . She's only Sec 1 !! Don't look like at all right ;)
King oyster mushrooms ! YUM I LUVIT .
Next up , soup . Japanese fish consomme . Learnt to appreciate consomme even more cuz of it's super tedious work ! Learnt in Culi classes heheh .
Th drinks . 1 of each to share ~
Lamb .
My unagi with rissoto . I was eating 2 Jap items during this meal @ th fusion inspired restaurant . Japanese fish consomme & unagi rofl . Unagi small die , Sugarloaf one so hua suan ........ Sem 3.2 I want go back eat !!!!
Qt qt qtpie cuz . She's always lil to me no matter how old hahah .
Then duno what came into my Uncle's mind . Was talking bout beer then I was like Heineken !! He went to toilet & next thing we knew it 3 cans of Heineken was brought into th room -_- my Uncle jitao forever so steady . No wonder go out with them must diam diam or he sure buy .Brownie with i/c !
I think it's Yang Sheng Pear ??? Qoo hor .
Fatcat poking th fruits from th drinks to eat hehe so cute . K time to Audi byezzzzzz . 1 week of holidays left for me before internship starts . Sad die :{

2010-03-01T20:30:00.005+08:00

2nd last day of CNY !Went over to my Ahma's place to wish 'em happy Cny thou it really doesn't feel like cny anymore !! They went China during th 1st day of Cny so it was different and weird as I mentioned before :( glad to see them again !!This rly cool keychain my Aunt got for me in China ! Mehhhh .This is hers ! Pig . So cuteeee . Taukua I know you love this !!!Went to grand Imperial Treasure @ Crowne Plaza Hotel for dinner ! Boy was I hungryyyy thou I ate like so 6 curry potato balls that my Ahma cooked . Yum ttm but made my whole mouth fire burning :b
Wine cellar :O
This is some yummy chilli !!! I kept eating & eating . Ppl eat th snack (which is some roasted sweet walnuts) and I finished th entire plate of chilli rofl .
Yu sheng !
MMMMM ~
Rly thick shark's fin .
Can't believe 1 plate of qing chao bo cai costs like $28 ???? Zomgwtfbbq but it was really good , like totally green & rich in taste .
Wanted to head to Heeren for kopi @ Spinelli but my dad's bffs lazy or else song bo !!! Heh . Sorry lah , ppl here no night life cuz got curfew whut -_- tsk . Kbye !

2010-02-27T23:58:00.000+08:00

Here to do a quick update before I go play Audi !!!Last exam for sem 2.2 ! Gave mum her present . I bet she loves it cuz she keeps talking bout it ! Heheeh .
Meowwww ^^
Met Foob & we headed to town to catch th oh-so-handsome-Percy Jackson !!!! Th movie was great !! Th ending seemed weird to me & Idk why I kept thinking I saw this red dragon in th trailer & I kept questioning why I didn't see it in th movie rofl .
This is her classic sieh-chio noseless pix ! HAHAH . Played alot at arcade that day !!! Dhoby arcade rocks ttm cuz it has both Technika & Jubeat !!!!! Song bo . But we met those *coughs* over there again . Gross ttm . Okay bye , quick enough ! Heheh .

2010-02-25T00:48:00.000+08:00

Someone once told me... "Wallets are a lot like loving someone. You really have to take good care of it, because if you won't, something might just happen."

I know what he meant. I just lost a wallet... it's the exact same thing.

That very day, realization hits you that you really lost it. You tried looking for it everywhere, even tracing back on the places you’ve gone where you might have dropped it. The thought manifests your mind so much, only to come upon a grim realization after while: it's really gone.

But of course, you could still pin hopes on getting the wallet back. After all, it’s a one in a million chance for you to be that lucky one that gets your wallet back to where it belongs.

Perhaps you could become one of those that sit by the telephone day and night, hoping that someone would call and you would get it back. But as the days pass, that glimpse of hope in getting it back fades as well. You then remind yourself again that yes, you really lost it.

The first few days, it’s your friends you turn to for support. There are some that tell you you'll be fine, some that tell you that you deserved it with your carelessness and it was your own fault, while some would share their own stories about losing theirs. They give you all sorts of advice, none you haven't heard before, and none that made you feel any better unless you knew it’s time to let go.

You start your search in finding a new wallet, only to realize that no; you don’t want a new one. You want the old one that you lost. No, you don't want all those better-looking ones or those with Prada or Gucci labelled all over it - you want the one that you lost, only because of how comfortable it was, because of all the cards and pictures and all the other sentimental items you had in it.

You decide to go without a wallet when you’re out, keeping the loose notes in your pocket instead. You throw away stuff that you would of have held on to if you had your old wallet to put it into. Time passes as you made do without a wallet, while you wait for the perfect one you really liked to appear before your eyes.

And when it finally does, you see yourself starting to fill the new wallet, little by little. Sure, doesn’t the old one feel so much more comfortable? But it's getting there - you start putting in cards and pictures and other important stuff into it. Before you know it, this new wallet suddenly holds as much as what the old one held. You bring it wherever you go; you take it out when you need it. Suddenly you find yourself holding this new wallet dear to you, suddenly you feel like it really belongs to you.

And through this all, you suddenly realized that you've almost forgotten you ever had your old wallet, that old wallet you lost. Well yes, you still do remember what you lost along with it... All those little things that you had in it. But then again, the feeling of hurt that you felt when you lost it no longer lingers in you anymore.

That's because that wallet you lost is no longer your wallet. You're no longer holding on. This new wallet you're holding, this wallet has everything you now need, everything that you would want to bring along with you wherever you go.

This is your wallet.

And this time, you tell yourself, you're never losing this one.

2010-02-20T23:59:00.002+08:00

Cny day 3 !!
Mr Ng , th bez & fav tuition teacher of all time . His house is muthfxcking chio I swear !!!!! Mad envy !
So many ppl ~
Gambling table !!!! No space for us sad ah . But got alot of other groups in separate small areas of th huge pretty house !!!
Even got this wine thingy . Win alrd .
Sanche , th face in every photo machiam copy & paste (Y)
Stanley th #1 fag :O
Gays .
Bimbo !! Look at his face funny die .
HAHAH .
Stanley th winner lor . Tyco ass !
Sanche challenged Mr Ng to 1 round in hope of winning his money !! End up me & taukua (sharing cards) exchanged with them to help them win cuz if 1 win , all win . Supposedly . End up we got all th "lousy" cards & WE WON !!!! HAHAHA OWNAGE . Then Mr Ng gave us th cash & th boyz got nunnnnn heh heh :x
Even got garden .......... Want this kinda house too ley hehe .
Plus got pool table , and movie screening on th wall . His house is ownage (Y)
Short & sweet ha ha yea right ! Update again soon !!!

2010-02-18T23:41:00.000+08:00

I'm back to update on 2nd day of Cny ! Cuz ..... These picchaz were uploaded ytd so I can juz do th typing now hehe . Doubt I'd blog again till exams are over ??? Cuz I'm like reeeeaaaalllyyyy lagging behind , barely touched my books till today ! Damn bad . Sian ttm .
Went to Daryl's place with Zx ! Emo & Maria came over later . Had mj tutorial by Daryl & Zx hehehe & 1st game I won !!! Beginner's luck sweee . But too bad nv bet money ah , bet also cfm I lose since I nub . So glad Maria came ! Love you okay ! :)
Forever disturbing you-know-who .
Sieh sleepy face rofl .
Sir keeps moving ah .... Shunpo ~
Daryl's super cute Ahma !
& sieh cool mum ! She gave me a hug hehe !! Including th guyz :O
Duno what's up with guys & newspapers ._.
Hehe this picture like cute only . Okaaaaay 30min more & it's back to hit my books . I muz concentraaaaate . Maybe I shall upload th madness pictures @ Mr. Ng's house now ! So if I'm like saturated I can post heeh ;) bye !

2010-02-17T17:29:00.000+08:00

Hi !!! I'm so dead bored so I shall do an update on my 1st day of th new year ! Cny this year was a blast , or rather more fun for me cuz I learnt mj !! Ha ha ha k , that's like th 2nd day . And also cuz I went over to ppl's house instead of just my own relatives . I wna do that next year too ! Like fun only (Y)
And as routine , our first stop will be th temple to pray to my Ahgong . I nv got to see my Ahgong in r/l before . Sad y' know :( even on his tombstone doesn't hv my name under th grandchildren . Cuz I wasn't even born yet ..........
Alot of pictures , lazy to spam all . All on fb :)
This time round we headed to my another Aunt's house instead cuz my Ahma & Godma went China ............ New year feels weird w/o them seriously , makes me feel empty in a way :(
My cute AMK Auntie !
Laogu . Lol Idk why I call them these names - called since young but I don't understand what it really means anyw -.-
And last stop would be my maternal side !
NIKKI ~~~~~~~~~~~~ Tea cup maltese grown so big alrd . Sieh long nv see her ! I miss Bb's Nicky too :( that hyper dog so long nv see also + that ass owner hehe .
Nikki kissing my Fatty ~
So .
Cute .
Right ...... Enjoy th fan breeze until no eyes hehehe .
K that's it for day 1 . Shall update again soon ??? I haven't started studying , kill me :) I'm gna be back for Mice supp papers alrd win liao . Kbyez ~

2010-02-13T00:08:00.001+08:00

Happy birthday to my dearest Fatty !!!!!!!!!

Pictures from 2nd last day of schl ! Been oversleeping 9am classes these days , don't know what's wrong with me lately but thank you Daryl & Mum/Beef for being my dearest alarm clocks ! Don't know what I'd do w/o you two :)
Ninja ! Look at those 2 guys bewildered faces rofl . Machiam they nv see swivel camera before ;)
So cute right !
Daryl looks like one of th Browned Eye Girls here ! Heheheh ultimate coolness .
Met up for lunch @ Sugarloaf with Hun . T/A potato & chef salad & 1 single scoop vanilla i/c ! Th vanilla i/c ftw cuz got vanilla bean , reaaaaal one okehz not like those magnolia hurhur . Th weather was insanely hot !!!!!!! Me being th nize voman went back to help her buy cream puffs ! That day she came down to support me & I gave her ultra big ones & she loved it ! And ....... Me , someone who doesn't eat cream puffs actually found Sugarloaf's one fantastic ! Ps: My 1st time trying one , amazing :O
Actually our plan was to mug @ Esplanade . But sway me , had cramps that day & we decided to stay in schl library . However ......... Due to th pain & fatigue I ended up sleeping 80% of th time while she power , do finish all her mock papers . And I did nothing , as usual . Sieh unproductive can :(
What else do we girls do bez ?
Can't believe I'm updating daily (for now) . Finally I don't see piles of photo albums on my desktop w8ing for me to blog bout . Yeah , currently in 90% slacked mood thanks to CNY . But gotta make sure I don't procrastinate & really start mugging after CNY before ......... I'm back for supp papers .

I want 6 weeks of holidays like others too ley , 2 weeks where got enough ?????? Sad die (inner joke HA HAH)

2010-02-12T11:56:00.000+08:00

Reunion lunch with my paternal side on Sunday . Ikr reunion lunch sounds weird cuz normally it's dinner ? Ha ha but my family is sieh versatile one ~Went home & along th way had inspiration to "design" clothes again & so I went to chop some oversized t-shirts that I hardly wear into cropped tops !Nice ??? Idk why but my dad cursed me "Go to hell" when I happily showed him what I did . Brought tears to my eyes , zero hatred but just disappointed in the fact that he actually cursed me LIKE THAT , over a shirt .Th specs from SSM Sugarloaf on Monday made by Weilin & Cyn ! Damn cute but itchy lol . It was pratically covering my whole face and many other girl's faces hahahah . But it's a good disguise to hide my hideousnes so ppl can't recognise me ;)And ....... Threw away this really sweet pink nail polish . I love th colour , hate th brush . It's really damn annoying having to keep repainting due to th brush strokes . Gave up & threw it away but feeling abit :(

Schl's over !!!!! Time to slack abit then start chionging for exams alrd . 2 papers . But both very risky papers which I might just fail th whole subj (esp MICE - zx I counting on you liao ha ha ha) kbyez !

2010-02-10T22:04:00.000+08:00

Impromptu meetup with Hun that day !!!!! SIEH LONG NV SEE HER ALRD ! Tmrw gna study with her , happy ! ;)
Love making such effects in my pictures ..... But sometimes turn out ugly , 98% nice !
Her new BB Curve ! Win alrd , got new phone ha ha ha . I want BB Bold ! But I still love my e71 despite th many scratches cuz I butter fingersssss .
Sorry let you see my stupid geeky gian face with my 1 of my fav dark chocolates .
Blinged my phone for th fun of it ! Not pretty laaaaah cuz I do myself . When I get my new phone I'd consider provided I manage to save some of my intern cash !
Nice hor th decorations @ Crystal Jade HK Cafe .............. Celebrated Fatty's pre-bday meal there .
Milkt !!!!!!!!!!!!!! :x
Th sieh tender fried chicken (Y)
POT PIE HAHAHAHA . Not nice one th curry eat alrd will jelak .
See th oillllll .
Table full of food ! :O ate like a king rofl damn full till I went to sop immediately after th meal -.- and I got scolded for going toilet ???? Dots .
Headed to Spinelli for th cake & drink . Outdoor seating is bez man , th wind like shiok only . Okay lazy , update another one soon :b maybe @ 12am hahahah !

2010-02-08T23:28:00.000+08:00

Here to do a quick update ....... Am actually pretty skeptical on posting cuz when I see th many many albums of pictures I have , it makes me lazy and not wna blog . And what's up with my keyboard ????? Type on internet webpage th alphabets come out like t h ... i s . DAMN IRRITATING I SWEAR . Whereas on notepad it comes out like a breeze .

Anyw , I'm also updating becuz ... I'm SO FULL that I can't sleep even though I'm like hell sleepy , tmrw is th execution day for Culinary aka last day ! And I'm stationed at Toptable . Nervous wreck alright .That day after accounts lec ~Took bus with th rest but we went diff places !FINALLY , there's like so many other shows I wna watch but I'm so broke .I like this picture of Daryl :)And this . Cuz I take one mah ;bThis picture seems hilarious , machiam Zx telling us story -.-Jap roleplay on Wed !!! Came to schl like 7am to rehearse , funny man ! Toilet bowl flushing ha ha ha .This is our "dad" with my hand-drawn moustache ;OMy awesome group ! ^^Beef laoya , this is her successful jump shot #1 out of 2138729372 HEHE :xCamwhoring with Beef/Mum before th rest comes ........ Starving at Sugarloaf watching ppl eat !Shared all these & many more . I-am-sucha-pig-plz .Maria & I w8ing for th rest for our Culi discussion . Which I slept like half of it . Really tired manz .Dined @ Imperial for my mum's bday meal .Xlb ! But not nice , no soup . But at least th skin not as thick as Swee Choon's one .Th secret-mission to run to PP after lec on Thurs to get my mum her fav carrot cake ! Th weather was scorching hot , when is it ever not ??? (OMG I HATE TH KEYBOARD DAMN PEKCHEK ALRD ALL TH LETTERS DOWAN COME OUT . Lemme show you a sentence w/o me backspacing non-stop: Damn annoyed ih the keybord can duo why type alrd willllidat like crap make me dn't na to bog !!!!) SEE WTF kill mood -.-I sang for her okeh !! See she smile till so happy !Managed to surprise her even though ........ Nehmind not impt to say . Rushing this short , selected pictures post ! GOODNIGHT I NEEDA SLEEP :)

2010-01-30T23:44:00.002+08:00

Hi !!!! I know I'm supposed to be studying for my Prof test 2 and memorising my Jap roleplay but I think I shall update a quick one for now ! I've finally confirmed my SIP ! For those who know the dilemma I went through & helped me with it , a big thank you to you guys !! xx

It really took me awhile to get my thoughts , wants and concerns sorted out . Oh well , 1 less worry for me ! But I still have worries over this current jobscope ;/ for now I've got Bese portfolio , Bese dining report , Jap roleplay & Prof test 2 to worry for ! Once this week is over ......... Hoseh bo ??? Execution week for both SSM & Culi + 2 exams (which I failed for th tests - damn worrying can) & it's holidays man !! Though my holidays like only 2 weeks while others is like 1mth 2 weeks , how sad :(
Today my new furniture came ! Okay only 1 out of 3 is mine ! My new dressing table . Cleaned up my room like mad & shifted this beauty over ! Will redecorate it soon when I have more spare time ! Abit crammed over where I'm sitting now but it'll do . Happy only . Can't wait for th new cupboard . Haven't buy but .......... Wait and see lor . Sad that I didn't get th jr bedroom suite but , I believe got better choices hehe ^^ Really eyeing a work desk as sitting like praying position to study is tough (just like now) . I know I sound more hyper than usual , Idk why either -.-
Cute rings right !!! My mum sieh cute today . Okay lah , when she's good mood hor I love her to bits , but when she niam niam & dig up old stuff (esp) make me bth her , REALLY . She suddenly want to go see pasar malam @ near our place so I like steady say "OK" immediately & off we went , combing th whole of pasar malam . She's not one to visit pasar malam so since she request of cuz I'd pei her ~ th rings like cheap only lor !!!! Kiddy rings , small but adorable !! Heheh .

Okay , I shall blog about ytd's outing soon when I'm more free , cuz there's like tonnes of pictures ! Like 200 ?? Unless I split into 2 posts but hmm ...... Tmrw gotta wakie like 6am for some family thing , have to go cemetry . So tonight , by hook or by crook , I MUZ finish my Bese portfolio . So bye ! Stay tuned :)

2010-01-28T22:28:00.001+08:00

Piercing stomach pain today . Till now I'm still experiencing it . Idk what's wrong with my stomach I think it hates me :(Fat Max licking her injured paw . So poor thing can see th bone lor got 1 patch there , like scary only .
Went to Lawry's to dine with family ~~~~~~~ Located at Mandarin Gallery now , no longer at Paragon .
Cute piped butterrrrr .
Shiraz - 1 glass 15 bux homg :O
Th beef in that special metal pull-thing ! Sorrrrrry Idk what it's called -.-
Spinning bowl salad ! I video-ed how th lady did it ! Very unique , finally got to try it ! Here's thh vid of Lawry's Famous Spinning Bowl Salad ! :)
Cheese crabcake ! Tried this cuz I missed th yummy one @ Toptable !! But not to fear , dining there next week with Daryl ! Crabcake here I come om nom nom ~Fish of th day (I forgot what it is) .
Lamb . Mehhh , it's my brother's fav .
Th view from up above .I think th decoration is nicer than th previous one hehe .
Chocolate i/c cake !
English trifle . Eeeee hahahah .
Sweets for th coffee & tea .
Explored abit of th Mandarin Gallery . Loads of cool shops , sieh branded & nice interior designing . Plus alot of cool dining shops ! Like you can takeaway their stuff + comes with an area to dine there .Eyecandy .
Cheese ! After .......... I forgot what we did at town ley .__. Anyw I only know we headed to Tom N Tom's for a break .
Lemon meringue tart ! I nv fail to try it when I see it . But not that nice , even Sugarloaf's tastes nicer & also cheaper ! Rmb come support meeeeee last week of schl , Monday @ Sugarloaf !!!!! I'll be bald & fugly @ th cake counter plz buy all my desserts :D
WHITESOCKS ♥
Whitesocks looking all toughed up & fierce cuz it saw a dog walking by .
Still very cautious even though th doggay like very far away alrd ~
& this is th lobster my brother cooked for me ! It's yummy but ......... I think I'm super injury prone ? Kitchen or not kitchen also can get injuries -.- I tried to open it using my hands & th sharp edges of th shell pricked me . Used scissors & th scissors slide all th way cutting my hands . Win alrd . Then my mood like jitao sian I put down th scissors + show black face :x then Fatty took it & help me do hehehehe .

THIS WEEK SIEH PACK AH HOPE I SURVIVE IT ...... Alot of things due on Monday - tests , projs . You name it , I've got it . GOD BLESS ME KBAI ^^

2010-01-25T23:18:00.003+08:00

Shall do a quick update before I get some rest for Culi @ Toptable tmrw ........... Checked my Mice grades & I got a straight F . My studies this sem rly cui , cui until cannot make it . I dare not tell my mum , she alrd knows my SSM Prof test 1 & Accounts alrd F . Sian .
That Thursday with Elrin before gg to Mac for lunch ~
Headed to Abnn mall to buy furniture . And it was like night y' know !?!?! So many of em damn scary . I bao ga liao , wearing my alibaba pants with jacket & sneakers rofl . Dad finally purchased a dressing table for me ! Along with some cupboards & tv rack . Spent like over $700 & went to th uhhh counter for scratch & win . & we won this 2 cups of bubblet from Gong cha . Unique ley , not like any other bubblet cuz their signature milkt is pure Oolong tea added with milk foam (last minute) !! Cool right . So it's like rly milky unlike those Sweetalk type ?? Different taste . And bez of all - you can select your sugar lvl ! From 0 - 30 - 50 - 80 - 100 . Awesomez but kinda expensive quality I guess .
Headed to Swee Choon for supper !!
They comparing who's head higher , rank higher rofl ._.
Century egg porridge .
Siew mai .
HAR GAO !!!!!!!!
Xlb xlb xlb xlb xlb xlb !!!! Th skin too thick ley :$ I prefer DTF or Asian kitchen one .
Frrrrried tofu !
Went home & guess which adorable white socks kittykatz I saw @ TP bus-stop ! Hehehehe awwwww ..
It kept rolling & flipping around . Sieh act cute but very cute lor !!
See it keeps turning & turning ~
Hhahaha again . White socks kittykatz !! xx
My mum's 1st artistic shot . HAHAH she damn funny . Then I forced her to help me take then she like "Idk how !!" So I was like "Okay you try first you sure know one" viola this is her 1st shot hahahah .
Okay time to sleep . Tired much .

2010-01-23T00:30:00.000+08:00

2 tests down ! *strikes off Bese & Culi test* Another 2 to go .............. Monday SSM wine service test & Wed Jap listening . Another busy week . Which week isn't busy ??? Anyw on Wednesday I managed to buy ................
Lemon ! Meringue ! Tart !! This is th 1st time I'm buying it on my own . Pwnz (Y) , ate 1 a day ha ha ha sieh sour but I like ! I miss Teadot's one cuz got chocolate mmmm . Which reminds me Imma head to fep sooooooooon to try th dark chocolate latte .
Supposed to be studying Culi ended up ................ Splash-painting my nails like graffiti .
& Elrin came over uhhhh on Thursday ! Thank God for dated pictures rofl . And today ! Ate mclunch with her & headed home to nap from 2-3pm BUT wanted more (duh) . Super tired , didn't study as planned . Last 15min I chiong then make our way to Vista for Culi test . O......... kay I probably should start my assignments before I have to start chionging , again . I very lazy today , maybe I'll start tomorrow . I luv to procrastinate .

2010-01-21T00:41:00.003+08:00

Shall act like a happy girl to blog this post up . But lately , many things have been bothering me . And it's getting worse . At times I will wonder why is my life full of crap , while others seem to be having better ones . Why is it others get to spend so much time with their significant other , while I don't even have th chance to talk to mine ? It makes me feel life is so unfair ........ Really . And makes me super envious .

Anyw today's mice proj interview was screwed . Like mega ultra screwed . I got a you-can-say easy question & I blanked out when he asked me for examples . I kept thinking what examples BUT juz couldn't think of any . It's damn pathetic . My answer was frigging short & he didn't ask me a 2nd question unlike others . So I guess , bye bye 10% of my grade alrd . My studies is deproving drastically , unlike year 1 . I'm so disgusted at myself and I'm really losing hope . When failure & lots of unhappy things hit you , what will you do ??

Having to pick myself up is damn hard . I'm trying , but yet at th same time being swept away by this negative current that keeps on coming concurrently . It just sucks , words cannot describe how I feel nor what I go through every night . Sigh .

Enough of words , here's th supposedly happy post .
Tom N Tom's coffee ! They hv this ultra cool buzzing thingy to inform you when your drinks + food is ready ! It'll vibrate so vigorously on th table it kinda scares you th 1st time . Think it's really innovative & thumbs up .
Their drinks are damn nice . Can't wait to try th DARK CHOCO latte !!! Th rich chocolate cake was rly good & up to my chocolatey expectations so I'm pinning hopes on th dark chocolate there ! ;)
MMMMM YUM-MY (L) .
Pig caught in action heh .
My guilty greedy face :x
Did tonnes of shopping that day with my momma . (And yes , that tag is MY shorts - funny right . My mum was like "Aiyaaaa 13 years only my daughter" then she sayang me LOL) so rare to see her so sajiao-ish hahah ! Combed th whole of town from FEP all th way to Plaza Sing ! Went home with so much loots , and somehow all th plastic bags that were given were in th pink-red colour ! Damn cool so we look so ang ang . She spent like over a hundred bucks on my shopping that day , thanks mummy dearest :b

O.....kay , actually there are many things to be happy about in life . But right now , there's just too many unhappy things , hence I feel so depressed . I hope this phase passes quickly & disappears soon . Bye guyz ...........

2010-01-18T22:25:00.000+08:00

Back to update despite th fatigue , it's been terrible these few days ............ Don't know why I'm like really sinking , this is REALLY th "down" period for me . Losing motivation & mood for real . I may seem really happy & all smiles when I'm with my family or friends but when I'm alone with just myself , there's many things that hit me & start making me ponder . That's when I feel the most alone , most fragile and most down .

There's this quote "Surrounded by a million people and I still feel alone" , yeah I feel this way almost 24/7 .
Th 2 cakes I bought from Sugarloaf specially for my ass brother's birthday . So happy he actually ate it , knowing him I don't expect a "thank you" or whatever . Eating it = acceptance of th gift which brings joy to me even though I'm getting dead broke :) th blueberries on th marble cheese cake is added by me , he noticed HAHAH -.-
This is Nana from th neighbouring block .
And last Thursday , dined @ Toptable for BESE proj . But till now still haven't do . Rofl . Twin left halfway :(
Fruit & nut bread .
Onion soup .
Crabcake mmm nize .
Sauteed prawns w saffron rice .
Creme caramel . Need I say more ? Ew ew ew ha hah gave mine to Elrin .
Slacking awhile after BESE class ...........
Taro is staring at ..Max ..Hiding under th taxi . See ?
Max is bloody cautious ......
Taro approaching Max ..
Probably gna try to mate with Max , Max will reject Taro & they will fight .
Nothing new - they always behave that way -.- Okay I'm dead beat , tmrw Culi @ Toptable . Bye guyz , hope my mood gets better soon sigh x 237298372 .

2010-01-15T22:25:00.001+08:00

Management accounts test today . I thought I'd screw it up ..... But it seems pretty alright . Hope to pass ? Anyw , I always disappoint myself . Time & time again I tell myself to hv confidence I always don't , end up following others & changing to a wrong answer . Sad ttm but nothing I can do . Still nv learn .

Ytd & today was hell for me . Cramps th whole muthafxcking day . Really tormenting & I couldn't tahan . I die also don't wna eat that pink pill even though I've eaten twice in my entire life @ Jack's Place when I almost died at th bar . It's so uncomfortable ..... Makes me moodless , no appetite & I juz stone & freeze in pain . Cannot describe , only girls who experience it will understand . CAN DIE LAH - to cut short .
Went to library to study but ended up braiding my hair rofl . Couldn't concentrate & was super uncomfortable , I needed to lie down badly so in th end I went back home -.- stupid right . Go schl at around 2pm , left around 3pm when th test is at 5pm . Thanks to th effing cramps .
Toilets !!! Hahahah after Jap tut on Wed with Beef & Daryl . Headed to Sugarloaf with em to meet Wanyu & Von for lunchhhhhh . Stupid Beef was so irritating hahahahah but she's my MUM now , she officially said it & forces me to "EAT ITTTTT" stupid ass I love .
Beef gave me her macaron ! *happy*
Tuna salad !!! Got potato . Awesome (Y)
HAHAH back to toilets again ! Luv this toilet huuuuuge mirror rocks woot .
Daryl is marching !
Machiam dancing -.-
"Wushu" HAHAHAH .
"Grand finale to Wushu" rofl .
"Cheerleading" rofl . I'm still hving th ass cramps , sux2bme :<

2010-01-14T00:12:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday to my brother th awesome ass :>

Overdued pictures ! So my virgin visit to Bangla Mall ! Ooooops k it's CitySquare Mall lah dey . Anyw , abit uluu ley & why I call it abnn mall cuz of th freaky story my dad told me ! I will NEVER NEVER go there at night or ..... Yeah you get th drift .

Was gna dine with my dad's Bffs so we couldn't decide what to eat (I wanted th Ishi Mura got sashimi) but my family is like anti-Jap food so ... Ended up eating @ Pu Tien - buffet which is only available at abnn mall ! :O Th buffet like ... Alright I guess ? Not very fantastic but it will do . No sashimi SAD :(

So here's th food .............. Something for you to salivate on - if you love Chinese cuisine !
FOOB LOOK OCTOPUS + UNAGI + YOUR HOTATE WING !!!!
You wouldn't believe what's this . It's a frigging dried up mushroom in th herbal duck soup . Looks damn gross lor ! I didn't dare to eat it but my family ate it all :O
Pu Tien style of cooking beehoon is bez (Y)
Their desserts . O-kay lah hor , Chinese restaurant cannot expect so much . Got cake not bad alr .
SCALLOPS !!
LA-LA !! YUM .
I like th herbal bamboo prawn ! Th staff there like busy until nobody's business . Thank God I don't work @ buffet restaurants x.x anyw I can't work at Chinese restaurants for nuts ha ha !
Authentic Tie Guan Yin tea leaves . Can make you increase metabolism & prevent tooth decay wa bez .Prawn dumpling soup ! Nice !
After th meal we went around to those out of th way furniture shops to look for new cupboard & workdesk/dressing table (for me only) & sofa .
Like vintage only this telephone . Bez for making prank calls \m/
And this is th junior bedroom suite I REALLY want !!!!! I mean it's frigging worth !?!?!? About $1.1k for 3 items - platform bed , th cupboard (above) which has a full length mirror & a workdesk !!! It's like I like everything lor ...... Th bold esp ha ha . Was so excited when my mum & dad seemed alright bout it . Even took down th measurements etc but in th end . My dad didn't even measure my room . Why ??? HE SAY TH COLOUR TOO DARK . Wpiangz !!! He say will attract mosquito . Like wth plz -_- I want platform bed :( sian .
Dinner @ Swenson's . Homed after that cuz hv SSM th very next day .

2010-01-13T22:23:00.003+08:00

Ever felt so tired , disoriented and didn't know what to do ? Now I'm feeling like that almost every other day . Energy draining , hopes depleting , like I've hit rock bottom ever since that first F-ailure . I have so many things to do , but right now all I feel like doing is blogging . Somehow despite having this Mmg Acc test this Friday which I hv not touched at all , Mmg Acc tut tmrw which I also hv not done . I don't have this urge to start . Idk why .

Is it th disappointment ? Or th lost hopes ? I keep telling myself , I must study . I have to work hard , die also cannot go into sem 4.1 . If I really should , Idk if I wna kill myself first , drop out or what . But I guess I rly hv to set my mind down ..... Hopefully soon & start chionging ? Gna be a no-life kid juz to ascertain my results . Can't.give.up.now .
Decided to meet Tfp randomly to study ! But in th end .... Alamak I cannot bring lappie out I get NOTHING done . Useless .
I (L) th function colour accent on my cam , swear !!!!!
Berrrrrrylite (Y) . Why no dark chocolate today :(
HAHAHAH colour accent (rad) + flash makes us look chaota . Machiam whole body covered with ash lmao .
1st sane picture of th lot . I think if I were to create a folder called "Sane pictures" it'd probably be less than 10 with her , even thou we've taken like mad lots of photos .
RAD COLOUR ACCENT (winkz)Green colour accent !
HAHAHAHAH bwg .
Got more unglam pictures of her - up close & personal but cannot show so too bad ha ha ha . K it's soon time to start my Mmg Acc tut ........

Note to self: Syl , you gotta to buck up . It's not worth to drop out right now becuz of a few horrigible subjs (which every sem I face & say I can't do it -but it's nv as bad as this sem sad) when you're gna go into my 3rd year alr . MUST.BE.GANCHIONG.SPIDERRRRR bye guyz .

2010-01-12T23:51:00.000+08:00

TP open house !!!!!!!! As Daryl & I were dressed so casually & somehow ppl could mistake us as non-tp students we decided to play along juz to get balloons !!! Hahahahah damn cheapo right but I like balloons ley . Except when you rub it with your finger EW hate that sound !!We even asked TP students to help us take picture !! So bimbo right machiam really like non-tp student lolol .Why we went Engine 2 there , sad case . Anyw thanks Daryl for being there . Almost teared in front of C . Heng I managed to hold back my disappointment & not throw face . I needa buck up already .....Changed th pink balloon into yallow !
& vice-versa for my tofu ! Yellow to pink ! Now I can change my stuffed toys or rather anything into ANY colour I want , as long as I hv it ! Cool eh (Y) *evil laugh*
And ..... BABO FAMILY !!!! Yes this is th full every-single-one-of-them is there photo . Hehehe :b
My very own collection of Uglydolls ! Not inclusive of stuff like figurines , notebooks etc . Maybe when I hv more spare cash I'd consider expanding it ! But for now , I don't even hv enough to feed my horrifying appetite . Sometimes I hate my stomach cuz I crave for so much food & I'll spend all my $$ juz to satiate it and ... Y' know . If you know then yah . Super crappy -.- but good at times I guess (shrugs) Need to stop spending $$ incessantly on better food , gotta start saving .

Life is getting suckier for me lately . Shall update when I can afford th time again . KBAI .

2010-01-08T19:46:00.000+08:00

Toptable with class ! Hidden agenda will be kept private :DHa ha ha Shawn's face is bez man \m/Go in big group got suggested menu . So no potato saladddddd :(Salmon .Sauteed pear tart , nize ! Even for th drinks we had no choice of tea sian I wanted Earl Grey lor :(Went down to Sugarloaf awhile to "disiao" & take picture with Mr. Chong !Th effect coooool right . Colour accent by my baby G11 ! Daryl looks abit vamp-ish here :ORAD ROCKZ .Rad shirt & rad lipz ! Ha hah k short update busy & tired baiiiii :$