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14 May 2008 Timecheck: 12:29 AM So confused with my own thoughts . It's as if I left my brain at somewhere , but Idk where -__-; I can't do any.thing now in this state of mind . I'm seeing the stuffs & revision etc that I needa do piling up . But ............. Empty . Stupid CommSklls research shyt that's due tmrw somemore - and if not done cannot attend class . I think I'm gna be one of those lah . Also , cuz of 1 day of work I'm gna have to tolerate my stupid knee pain for Idk how many more agonizing days . My ear is still bleeding & my lips ain't healing . How annoying .. Things seem to be gg awfully wrong , all at the same time . Many other unmentioned stuffs too ugh . Eeeeet's time to , drown in all these unhappiness & be an emo shyt hehheh == It hurts even more just to see & know the one you love is upset and in pain . My heart's in a mess , emotions scattered everywhere . Nobody , not one can understand my plight right now . So alone . And like such a failure . The tears have to stop flowing (plszx) - when will this bloody over-emotional side of me lessen . Some words are just very . What can I do to not make you feel this way ..... 我不配 . |
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