08 June 2008
Timecheck: 2:58 PM

Sometimes I wish someone could just see this fear in my eyes .............. And be able to reassure me that nothing's gna change . I like my life the way it is now . Please .

I think my parents are awesome , though ironic it may be I'll still get upset with them at times . That's just because I look far too much on what others have and what I don't , trying to compare and get more from my parents . Why didn't I look the other way and see that some things that I have , others don't ? I owe my parents a lot and I feel it's so unbecoming of me to lie about little things here and there . I rly hope I ain't gna disappoint them ............ So badly one day .

I love my family days . I rarely get to spend whole days with them ........ These days . With them , I feel so loved . They're willing to do every.thing for you , as long as it's within their means . The way my mum is willing to buy me so many things (some w/o me asking) ie. a new wallet (even though hers is very old) makes me feel so blessed . She doesn't even splurge on herself . I should be more grateful to them . I don't wna lose them then get upset that I didn't cherish them .

Emo shyt ? Nah it's just thoughts that I had these few days . Went shopping with my parents . And my mum bought me 2 red items ! A red wallet and a red belt . She even asked me to buy hair dye . That is certainly a :O ! Wonder wuz it due to my persuasion or she gave in due to some other reasons . She even offered to bring me to a salon to dye my hair *super touched* Okeh enough of wordsssssss it's pictures time . I'll just blog some I still am very lazy :x to blog all that I didn't .

Silly Babo went shopping with me :x
Babo with swollen beady eyes .
Dined there for dinner ! There wuz even free wine tasting .! Coooooool ;}
Indoor dining .
Outdoor dining . We dined outside . Nice experience . My mum said Babo looked scary cuz of the candlelight .! But I can tell she likes Babo (!!) she always smiles when I'm disturbing it lawllllll ;3Pumpkin soup with king crabmeat .Battered fried whitebait with homemade tartar sauce .
This is their signature dish crabmeat , which wuz on the house ! Cuz they made the softshell crab dish wrongly and it took too long . Wow :O
Lamb blah blah I forgot what it's called :x
My snapper pie .! When they served the guy said : Here's your breakfast , lunch and dinner . It's huuuuge . But I shared it with my mum ^-^V
The delayed softshell crab !
Barramundi with pesto sauce .
My brother , mum and me left the toilet leaving my dad all alone eating . So I placed Babo there and said Babo's watching you . Lame lawls @__@
Flourless chocolate cake with vanilla bean ice-cream .Pavlova with fresh cream , passionfruit sorbet and berries .Today .! Dearest B surprised me with a lil bouquet . Heeh ily ♥

I got a pocket, got a pocketful of sunshine
I got a love and I know that it's all mine, oh, oh oh oh
Do what you want but you're never gonna break me
Sticks and stones are never gonna shake me, oh, oh oh oh