31 July 2008
Timecheck: 11:49 PM

Received an email which says this (below) , and I found it v true since I was reflecting .

BALANCE SHEET OF LIFE

Birth is our Opening Balance !
Death is our Closing Balance !
Prejudiced Views are our Liabilities .
Our Creative Ideas are our Assets .
Heart is our Current Asset .
Soul is our Fixed Asset .
Brain is our Fixed Deposit .
Thinking is our Current Account .
Achievements are our Capital .
Character & Morals, our Stock-In-Trade .
Friends are our General Reserves .
Values & Behaviors are our Goodwill .
Patience is our Interest Earned .
Love is our Dividend .
Knowledge is our Investment .
Experience is our Premium Account .

The Aim is to Tally the Balance Sheet accurately .

The most destructive habit ...................... Worry
The greatest loss .............. Loss Self Respect
The ugliest personality trait ............. Selfishness
The greatest 'shot in the arm' .... Encouragement
The greatest problem to overcome ............ Fear
The most effective sleeping pill .............. Peace of mind
The most crippling failure disease .......... Excuses
The most powerful force in life ................. Love
The worst thing to be without ................... Hope
The deadliest weapon ............................ The tongue
The two most power-filled words ............. 'I Can'
The greatest asset ............................... Faith
The most worthless emotion ................... Self-pity
The most beautiful attire ......................... SMILES !
The most powerful channel of communication ................... Prayer
The most important thing in life .................. GOD

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So fucking tired of T__T e.ver.y single day . I've not blogged any happy post lately . Sian . Got some cute pic of my YaaaaaamCake ! (Taro zeh cute kitty under my block) on top of the lorry last night :O Anyw I think today I'm damn swayyyyy somehow . I either keep ramming into things , dropping things or hurting myself etc . Just pratically things not rly gg in my way lah . Zzz .. And I even dropped cheese flies ~ on my Havaianas slipper waddahell T-T

And amazingly , I ate finish ALL my rice for lunch today ! *beams* Felt so proud of myself HAHAH :x omtians 7th month is approaching *shudders* I'm afraid laaaaah , as usual can -_- Outline for CommSklls = keeeling my brain cells . What kinda outline is that !? Dotsssszx a conclusion in a conclusion ? Oh wow lame .

Real tired . Probably it's gna hit max for mentally and physically soon . Ah damn can't wait for hols hols I want to get a job and earn $$ . Why can't I control my emotions ..................... I know what to do from now (let me keep to this kthxthxvmuch)
Now where is all my faith gg .. I'm becoming a burden + I'm causing so many problems .
Housing all these doubts & insecurity . I'm sorry I'm not everything you want me to be .