18 January 2010
Timecheck: 10:25 PM

Back to update despite th fatigue , it's been terrible these few days ............ Don't know why I'm like really sinking , this is REALLY th "down" period for me . Losing motivation & mood for real . I may seem really happy & all smiles when I'm with my family or friends but when I'm alone with just myself , there's many things that hit me & start making me ponder . That's when I feel the most alone , most fragile and most down .

There's this quote "Surrounded by a million people and I still feel alone" , yeah I feel this way almost 24/7 .
Th 2 cakes I bought from Sugarloaf specially for my ass brother's birthday . So happy he actually ate it , knowing him I don't expect a "thank you" or whatever . Eating it = acceptance of th gift which brings joy to me even though I'm getting dead broke :) th blueberries on th marble cheese cake is added by me , he noticed HAHAH -.-
This is Nana from th neighbouring block .
And last Thursday , dined @ Toptable for BESE proj . But till now still haven't do . Rofl . Twin left halfway :(
Fruit & nut bread .
Onion soup .
Crabcake mmm nize .
Sauteed prawns w saffron rice .
Creme caramel . Need I say more ? Ew ew ew ha hah gave mine to Elrin .
Slacking awhile after BESE class ...........
Taro is staring at ..Max ..Hiding under th taxi . See ?
Max is bloody cautious ......
Taro approaching Max ..
Probably gna try to mate with Max , Max will reject Taro & they will fight .
Nothing new - they always behave that way -.- Okay I'm dead beat , tmrw Culi @ Toptable . Bye guyz , hope my mood gets better soon sigh x 237298372 .