13 January 2010
Timecheck: 10:23 PM

Ever felt so tired , disoriented and didn't know what to do ? Now I'm feeling like that almost every other day . Energy draining , hopes depleting , like I've hit rock bottom ever since that first F-ailure . I have so many things to do , but right now all I feel like doing is blogging . Somehow despite having this Mmg Acc test this Friday which I hv not touched at all , Mmg Acc tut tmrw which I also hv not done . I don't have this urge to start . Idk why .

Is it th disappointment ? Or th lost hopes ? I keep telling myself , I must study . I have to work hard , die also cannot go into sem 4.1 . If I really should , Idk if I wna kill myself first , drop out or what . But I guess I rly hv to set my mind down ..... Hopefully soon & start chionging ? Gna be a no-life kid juz to ascertain my results . Can't.give.up.now .
Decided to meet Tfp randomly to study ! But in th end .... Alamak I cannot bring lappie out I get NOTHING done . Useless .
I (L) th function colour accent on my cam , swear !!!!!
Berrrrrrylite (Y) . Why no dark chocolate today :(
HAHAHAH colour accent (rad) + flash makes us look chaota . Machiam whole body covered with ash lmao .
1st sane picture of th lot . I think if I were to create a folder called "Sane pictures" it'd probably be less than 10 with her , even thou we've taken like mad lots of photos .
RAD COLOUR ACCENT (winkz)Green colour accent !
HAHAHAHAH bwg .
Got more unglam pictures of her - up close & personal but cannot show so too bad ha ha ha . K it's soon time to start my Mmg Acc tut ........

Note to self: Syl , you gotta to buck up . It's not worth to drop out right now becuz of a few horrigible subjs (which every sem I face & say I can't do it -but it's nv as bad as this sem sad) when you're gna go into my 3rd year alr . MUST.BE.GANCHIONG.SPIDERRRRR bye guyz .