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27 December 2010 Timecheck: 4:04 AM  This year's Christmas ............ Was sadly a bore . I had nothing to look forward to . Seriously . With all th projs , with every passing day it only means that they are due sooner . And at th rate I procrastinate & get stuck so easily , it looks very bleak . My Christmas was spent doing projs .My memories of Christmas was never this bad . I really enjoy those times spent at my uncle's house when I was younger , when the whole family gathered and watched th telly till midnight and sat around their Christmas tree . My mum's side is the only relatives that we celebrate Christmas tgt , I believe it's because of my dearest grandmother aka Fatcat . And when it strikes midnight we will wish each other merry christmas and go about the gift exchanging . I always looked forward to seeing the pretty presents and ripping the wrapper apart . I was never one who tore the wrapper nicely as the thrill of opening it quickly was way more exhilarating as compared to slowly peeling the scotchtape off . But now ....... What's Christmas is no longer Christmas . It used to be my favourite festive season of the year . My birthdays are always screwed up that I no longer look forward to them . Is it because of growing up ? Or just the fact that I have too many things at hand now ? Or has everybody changed ? I really have fond memories of Christmas and always yearn to have that kind of warm atmosphere around me once more.  So I happened to chance upon this Tofu handphone stand thingy @ Orchard Central today . Tofu means alot to me , so does the toy Babo . Actually everything given is special . When I go all out , I become a collector . Thou I am obviously binded expenses wise . I impulsively bought this cute lil thing becuz I hardly see Tofu toys around anymore . And with my brother always squashing my Tofu whenever possible I feel it's gna be spoilt (it's secretly hidden with a key now ^^) & no I can't find a replacement and even if I can .. It won't be the same , no ? And cuz I overspent at Watsons again ........ I get another free Rilakkuma cushion ! Which adds up to me having 3 Rilakkuma cushions on my bed . 2 is from Watsons - and that's all they have . No other designs so I guess I gotta stop spending hee :$ :D  I should be thankful to say I've been lucky this month . I've won free spa treatment from CLEO but sad to say I'm not 21 so I can't go for the very very tempting massage . Instead they allowed me to change it into a facial , good enough right ^^ and ......... I also won the make-your-own-wish thingy @ Safra . Which I penned down $100 NTUC vouchers , since that being th most practical thing for my family who spends like th most on food . Now you know why I'm so food krazy ? And I can nv diet -_- I'm just gna get fatter & fatter I can predict . Oh damn . So I collected the $100 voucher today & wished my mum merry christmas once more & gave her $60 NTUC voucher . But little did I expect her to reject me flatly . Quite sad cuz I rly wanted to give . Not sell . GIVE . They are my parents ....... They've given me so much more than I can ever repay them . What's $60 ? Plus it's a prize that I've won for being lucky . But she refuses to accept it . So oh well :( Had dinner @ NYNY Deli . Tried this dessert only once but I remember clearly the rich chocolate taste . Alot of chocolate was left cuz my family aren't that keen to slurp it all up . Unlike that time I had it with ................ But yeah it was good . Like eating th strawberries with chocolate fondue , only that there's alottttt of excess chocolate after that .   Had a short break @ Starbucks after much shopping in a long time . Drank my fav toffee nut latte frapp which is only available (I think) during this season . It is my first drink that ain't chocolatey & I like it . Thou I ain't rly supposed to take cold drinks right now ....... But once in awhile is fine right ?Have been on medication for th 4th week alrd now . I wonder if it's becuz I feel down and also th fact that I'm listening to emo cheena songs that I can end up penning so much thoughts which have been submerged inside me for so long . I rly have lots to say . I may act all jovial and stuff but deep down , who knows ? And even if I were to blabber , who would listen ....... It's only here that I can pen down whatever I want to . I guess I should stop here . I'm tired . And ...... I could go on typing forever . This post pretty much sums up (briefly) thruout this period which I've not updated . |
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