21 May 2008 Timecheck: 7:50 PM I'm finally blogging . (Warning - super long due to pictures) & for the 1st time , I am not lazy (!!) . Applause please heh .__. I actually uploaded ALL the pictures that I didn't blog for the past few days ! :O This post was supposedly typed last night , but my internet died on me last minute . So .... Couldn't edit nor load finish the pics nor post so yah -__-; I'm so unhappy ): I screwed up both my tests (.!?) My first testszx in poly and I ... Didn't know wth I was doing . I'd rather write an essay without having research stuffs in front of me . Somehow , I guess I was super distracted and blur (can say nub also lah heh -,-) , so I didn't know what I was doing and ended up copying chunks of my research and not writing my own damn essay ! Like wtf fail liao lor . Now the bigger fear is whether I will tio that plagiarism thingy . But failing is also , pretty demoralising for a start . Ugh , talking bout it makes me unhappy I can tear now . My grades ................ Crushed . Went for LrmIg interview after school . I ain't ready for that kinda commitment . And it's not exactly what I thought and wanted . I don't think I can juggle well , judging from this bad start I'm at . Bad bad bad )': Headed to TM for dinner with the Hc , Red-Ears , Shirong & my babes . So embarrassing , ordered Jap food and realised I was short of cash .__.ll Thks Red-Ears & Shirong (the act cool ;x) for your loan . Wlao what kind of retard interest rate is that . First wuz 1cent/sec . Then after wuz 5%/sec . That insane Shironggg ==' then still want charge me $5 for service . Daylight robbery RARRR >:[ ![]() Babo is rather expensive $__$ (Ps. Red-Ears thk me I nv blog your hair .!) Idk why I'm feeling this way . I feel so stressed by all the projects . I've always hated project work back in Secondary school . And now , what I'm facing is pratically projects . For ev.ery single subject . I feel like ........ Ugh . Plus I have stage fright I got no guts to present comfortably and professionally like some (envious) . I know I'm not the only one in such a situation . But I can't cope , can't seem to adapt to this new lifestyle . Just horrid . I wouldn't mind shunning from reality , period . 2 more weeks to term tests and 20 more days to ....... RARRRRR . You call me a stranger |
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