21 May 2008
Timecheck: 7:50 PM

I'm finally blogging . (Warning - super long due to pictures) & for the 1st time , I am not lazy (!!) . Applause please heh .__. I actually uploaded ALL the pictures that I didn't blog for the past few days ! :O This post was supposedly typed last night , but my internet died on me last minute . So .... Couldn't edit nor load finish the pics nor post so yah -__-;

I'm so unhappy ): I screwed up both my tests (.!?) My first testszx in poly and I ... Didn't know wth I was doing . I'd rather write an essay without having research stuffs in front of me . Somehow , I guess I was super distracted and blur (can say nub also lah heh -,-) , so I didn't know what I was doing and ended up copying chunks of my research and not writing my own damn essay ! Like wtf fail liao lor . Now the bigger fear is whether I will tio that plagiarism thingy . But failing is also , pretty demoralising for a start . Ugh , talking bout it makes me unhappy I can tear now . My grades ................ Crushed .

Went for LrmIg interview after school . I ain't ready for that kinda commitment . And it's not exactly what I thought and wanted . I don't think I can juggle well , judging from this bad start I'm at . Bad bad bad )': Headed to TM for dinner with the Hc , Red-Ears , Shirong & my babes . So embarrassing , ordered Jap food and realised I was short of cash .__.ll Thks Red-Ears & Shirong (the act cool ;x) for your loan . Wlao what kind of retard interest rate is that . First wuz 1cent/sec . Then after wuz 5%/sec . That insane Shironggg ==' then still want charge me $5 for service . Daylight robbery RARRR >:[

The pretty sunflower of mine ! It's dying now sad lah )x
Lesbiee & I under "rainbow" siol . HA HAH ;xMy attempts to capture the pouring of fudge onto my ice-cream .! (Mostly failed T,T)
Too fast ! D:Got it ! But blur eee .Yay cheng-gong @last but with very fine drips rarr .
Lesbiee & meeeeee :]
Presenting Babo .! Cute right cute right *chants*
Met up with Taukua .! Yay like after stone ages ha hah miss her so ): But we'll have more opportunities in future ! Right right when they ......... Muahah we're (S&RTM .!) ;x kidding .

Now , process of "torturing" and playing with Babo . Licking Babo .
Biting Babo .Faaaat Babo .! :O
Babo is rather expensive $__$That's all for the past few days . Today .!Main old Bitch's hair wears specszx ~ :O
(Ps. Red-Ears thk me I nv blog your hair .!) Jiayou . Lol ~
Gave Yanyan 2 white bands , and she asked me "Can eat anot ah ?" So cute lah , cuz we were eating the flaxies (?) ultra long squiggly sweet . Then we shared the sweet , like what Von and Wanyu did earlier . Super funny they were saying sure kiss -,- But it wuz embarrassing cher wuz standing right beside us .! x.x

Idk why I'm feeling this way . I feel so stressed by all the projects . I've always hated project work back in Secondary school . And now , what I'm facing is pratically projects . For ev.ery single subject . I feel like ........ Ugh . Plus I have stage fright I got no guts to present comfortably and professionally like some (envious) . I know I'm not the only one in such a situation . But I can't cope , can't seem to adapt to this new lifestyle . Just horrid . I wouldn't mind shunning from reality , period . 2 more weeks to term tests and 20 more days to ....... RARRRRR .

You call me a stranger
You say I'm a danger