02 May 2008
Timecheck: 8:34 PM

Life is fragile , cherish it . It's sad to hear of such news . Ugh , I'm having a splitting headache nao - since the moment I reached home @__@ Anyw , sorry for last min backout ahniao .

Feeling damn bloody restless since I reached home . I guess I'll always go through such situations at times , feeling so lonely ==' somehow ............ & I don't have any mood to do anything . Zz can't take it when I feel like that . Rars x.x Y' know .. I'm actually being enlightened - when attending BCS lessons . On how to use Excel .! Wow so interesting , the fact that it can do so many things that I nv knew it could heh . Still , I'm not interested in such stuffs -___-;

I eat 2 half-boiled eggs and drink fresh milk almost daily D: hahah yay Vonvon joining me hoho ~ Yanling also must ! Eat eggs with us ;x Hahaah , then we'd be the egg and milk girls :O I'm tired . Despite drinking 2 servings of lobster bisque yesterday - different meals laaaaaah . I'm still craving for it today . Ha ha hah what a retard .

Headed to Bugis yesterday to get my long-awaited bagpack . Somehow the one that I rly wanted (very smooth leather look) , I didn't buy -___-; Cuz my mum told me the newer design (which has some pattern on the material) seemed of better quality . On the other hand the salesguy was influencing me that the new one was better nicer etc . So it got the better of me and I followed their choices zz -,- But . I still kinda like the one that I wanted . Ya how stupid . And anyw it'd be the exact same as emo-wnabe if I took the one I wanted . So , yah . But nehmind , I'll still want more bags >__>

& I still can't decide whether to buy red or blue leiiiiii - BOTH SO NICE . Though I alr bought one yesterday heh . Will anyone wna contribute $$ and buy me one for me ~! While I buy the other heehee ;x Since I can't decide I don't mind having both muahahar (like duh who wouldn't) .___. I know lah , I'm not supposed to online-shop . But who caresssss I shall secretly buy - with help from ahniao ^^ and say that it came with my other items that haven't arrived . Hehheh but first , I want my measely pay quickkkkk tmd .

I rly wna know what she's up to . It's getting freaky that she's reacting this way . And it's irritating me everytime she checks my cell - makes me jumps to even more conclusions as it isn't the first time . And makes me panic like there isn't gna be a tomorrow . There's so many options that I can think of why she's behaving like this . But I just can't . Tell why . And it'd be terrible , if one day she does something drastic . I . Can't . Take . That .