12 September 2008 Timecheck: 1:03 AM
Stuffy nose + sore eyes + red ring marks on my hands .............. What's new ? I hate h.a.t.e fucking hate crying .
Anyw , I think my friendster has died . It's been dead so long I'm so bored and sick of updating nor looking at it . Oops -_- Lazyyyy I feel like closing my account wahah .
Run baby run Don't ever look back
Such events are bound to happen ................... Another time . I can't take it , seeing the way you walk without a care . After saying your piece , you know it'd definitely weigh much more than my pathetic reasons and I'm bound to be a loser again cuz I'm always the one making the errors not you Idk why things are becoming like this . Disappointed and very afraid .. Sigh . I'm in distraught when everything seems to be crashing down all of a sudden . Everytime I try to do something , I won't be able to carry it out fully I can't do it cuz I know it'd hurt so much more than gg through it at that moment but the thought of it can scare me till I rly wna get away . Pathetic feeling . Is it me ......? Or what is it . Can't rly think properly I don't even know whether what I just typed .. Is theorotical .
Mentally tired . Howcanisaythewordsiwanttosaywhenitssofrigginghardcuzithurts . No matter what , ilyvm still aites b .
IM HUNGRY rarrr .!
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