28 January 2009
Timecheck: 11:50 PM

You know what , fuck it . I wish you'd just disappear ........ (At least for awhile damnit) . Stop niam-ing me . I have had enough . Everyfuckingday niam niam niam you not sick of it I WILL BE . I have enough things to fret about so stop adding it to me cuz you are making things worse . Fuck off .

And if you think I'm rude to say this about my mum , well I'm sorry . It's not like I want to , I can understand now she's stressed . What's new , everybody is . So quit flaring it all o.n.l.y on me . I've been controlling . It's been more than a week where she CONTINUOUSLY spoiled every day of the week . Guess what ? Cny was half spoilt by her too . Congrats mum . This year's cny is the worst I have had in my whole fucking life .

I want a place where I am away from all this shit , to be alone , to think and to relax .