07 December 2011
Timecheck: 1:36 AM

You don't know how much I still love you , still miss you & still want you so badly . Random update after letting my poor blog die for a good 7 months ? Considering th last post was in May . Life hasn't been good to me . Without you , my life feels like , as good as meaningless . Srsly . Even till now ........ Th longing for you isn't any lesser . I juz learn to hide it better .

Well , I should be asleep (& having dreams in every slumber of mine , which 99% you are in) & waking up tmrw to study again . 2 more days left before my law exam on Friday . Nervous wreck cuz somehow I feel I don't remember anything . I wna rant . I feel so fugly - fat & fugly yes indeed . Will pimples juz stop flooding my alrd v jialat complexion for once T-T boohoo .

Need to sleep my troubles/thoughts/wishes away . You're always on my mind , in my prayers & everything else . I cannot love any other person like th way I love you . Period .

You're rly th only one I want , for forever & always - honest truth :'(